Antidote for (e)NVY

Lesson Learned

2009-11-25T21:11:00.002+07:00

hey guys. Its been so long since i've updated yea? hmm i miss my blog. if i could i would do this more often but hey, you can't have the time for everything. sacrifices needed for each and every action.
hmm just dropping by to share what i've learnt in the past few weeks.

1. really, you are you. no one, is as unique as you there's only ONE you in this world, as there is ONE Nabila Viera Yovita. so whatever people get or say and you don't, but you want it, well maybe its not your turn yet, or maybe God has other plans for you. Greater plans that will SUIT you, your own life. you'll have your own time :) it hurts to be patient but if it'll be worth it, why not?

2. family.. and friends who are separated by distance are closer to the heart than you think. Love isn't that easy to forget right? if it is so what's been keeping my heart glued to you all since we went our own ways? :'D

for anyone who's been wondering why God hasn't been unfair.. please, stop it and think of all the words i just wrote. be patient, keep trying, and your efforts will be paid off. trust me, though its always difficult to convince myself, in the end i unrealize that i actually force myself to keep being optimistic.

and as for you, my dear friends near and far.. i miss you like hell.
just keep me entertained and going for all the pressure that'll continue hitting me till next year, aight? that'd be more than enough. i love youu :))
i'll try and update more often guys, need it mentally anyway heheh.

heaps of hugs,
NVY <3>

21 Oktober 2009= Pelantikan Menteri? Bukan, HUT NVY ;)

2009-10-22T18:36:00.006+07:00

okay im gonna allow myself use Indo for this one. karena ini semua terjadi dengan sangat spontan and by the time its done in English i may not remember every single detail of it. well maybe some parts in english if i can't help it :p

jadi gini loh, gue kmaren ulangtahun yang ke 17. yes yes im happy haha :D the night before, ntah kenapa gw ngga bisa tidur. 1. ngga kok, gw ngga excited, sumpah! 2. di smsin tmen gw dan akhirnya kita ngobrol ttg kesulitan pelajaran, kuliah dsb 3. i actually didnt want to be awake when i turned 17, didnt drink any tea or stimulant nor caffeine-substanced anything! pokoknya it was totally random. okay skip the part, akhirnya tmen yang smsan sm gw itu ngucapin pertama, krn kita sampe jam 23.30an gitu.
besoknya, gw agak lelah krn ngantuk :O yawn* oh well. nyampe kelas, dihujani ucapan hehe thx guys :) gw liat si Billa, my chairmate, kayanya lagi ngantuk gitu dan emang tau lah gw ultah ya gw pikir ah ya selow aja dia ga ngucapin, seharian itu. even though i still shared kegalauan gw, krn gw lagi nunggu one of my bestie ngucapin gt eh tnyt dia lewat fb doang, yah sabar aja deh nab gw kira lo peduli gw kira lo sayang, ternyata.. cukup tau aja deh, haha. mana abis bio tuh kita ada senimusik kan, pada ngeband, DAN selamaaat pada nyanyi yang galau2! makin ancur lah mana gw pms..
pas ketemu temen2 gw di kantin yaitu Thea, Karina, Sasya, Gisca, pada ngeliatin, si Thea sambil ngomong heh heh udah gitu pake nyenggol, hahah gw udah ngek bngt nih perasaan..
skip ya sampe pelajaran terakhir yaitu Sejarah. Billa pasti udah ngakak banget dalam hati, karena saking galaunya suasana hati, gw sampe ngegambar ga jelas gitu ditambah lyric2 lagu yg risau, hahaha. and she went with the flow, knowing what would happen that afternoon could really turn my day in 180 degrees.
hometime..! ring a ding ding ya pokoknya itulah lo tau kan bell 6 kaya gimana haha. biasanya, kalo mau BTA itu kan gw, Billa dan Aul itu bareng makan dulu. eh tapi pas sampe deket gerbang kok si Aul ngabur langsung pergi gitu, ada Muha juga, eh kok si Muha kayanya ga tau deh gw ultah.. hmm trus gw nanya,
"Bil, si Aul kemana sih?"
"Ga tau Nab, katanya ada urusan mau kemanaa gitu lo tau kan dia anaknya suka gitu!" (hayo lo Ul, bukan gue yg bilang!)
"Hmm.."
trus ngalor ngidul gt Nadiya minta nemenin beli Aqua lah, eh akhirnya beli sus gt trus si Billa hesitate juga mau makan dimana terserah eh dia ko ga makan2 dari pagi, akhirnya ke KFC sama Billa dan Alia, Nadiya sama Rona nyusul. btw pas lg mesen gt gw curiga nih.. kata Billa kan si Thea udah plg duluan krn dia juga les di hari2 yg sama dengan kita (tapi beda tempat les), loh tapi kok DIA NELFON KE HAPENYA ALIA?? trus dia mo ngmg ke Billa gt.. dan Billa ngasih tau keberadaan kita dimana dan berapa menit lg kita smape ke BTA? dan curiganya lagi dia nelfon lagi pas di bis dan Billa bilang "3 menit, 3 menit!" CURIGA GA LO?!
ahh gw udah mikir, jangan2 gw mau diapain nih..
heh bener! Nadiya udah sok2 ngomong "eh2 kita kelasnya di atas kan?" dan pas mau naik tangga, udah berkumpul lah itu.. Thea, Sasya, Karina, Gisca, Lola, Lintang, Aul! OH MY GOD DAN MEREKA MEGANG KUEE aaaaaaaaaaaa and SLR and handycam..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILAAA!"

wiwiwiiiiiiiiiiiiii thankyouuuuu semuanyaaaaa! udah kan tiup lilin trus si Nadiya nyanyi2 bikin heboh 1 BTA, terus dia ngomong, "eh keluar yuk keluar disini sempit!" tapi nadnaya ga meyakinkan gitu loooh ada yg mencurigakan! haahhhh siaaaal tapi gw nurut aja dan kita difoto2, trus pas nengok ke belakang, ada bisik2 dan gw liat Aul.. MEGANG BOTOL AQUA. jebbb dengan panik dan my hay-wired circuits thought a nanosecond and with reflex i said 'HEH BENTAR! GUE NARO TAS DULU!" sayangnya, jam gue ga selamat. dan setelah itu SRRRR gue udah basah.. hahaha dan tiba2 kena tepung di muka. mantaaap kejar2an lah akhirnya lalalalallala makasih banget yaa jadi tontonan masyarakat! btw lokasi BTA gw itu di Mayestik dan di depan jalan raya, di seberang Pasar Mayestik itself. nyehehe tontonan gratis bagi para metromini dan bajaj and pedestrians. makasih. oh ya dan setelah itu gw dikeramasin Aul pake SABUN cair pertamanya, tnyt ada shampo -_- baiknyaa dia udah bawa baju ganti dr rumah hehe :p Nadiya juga nemenin gw keramas dan membantu menghibur dan mengangkat roknya Aul yg menyeret2 ke lantai wkwk :D

nanti gw upload kartu ucapan dari mereka! kocak abis sumpah hahah.

buat semuanya yang udah ngucapin.. bless you all and i hope for the best for you guys :D buat geng padang-geng sunda.. jangan berseteru mulu yaa haha ♥ you guys so damn much!
akhirnya malemnya gw ga galau lg :} and i didnt care anymore about the thing that i blued for (is that even a word huh..) at least, for the time being :D

Random Birthday Wishlist

2009-10-19T21:44:00.002+07:00

1. a photo album (THIS one i really need!)
2. aerobic video -- so i dont have to take classes due to my hectic schedule (sok busy lol)
3. well anything that makes me have sport routinity can do such great good for me!!!
4. sport shoes
5. iPod nano charger-- so i dont need to go to the pc thats in my parents room everytime im in need of some mood booster
6. actually a laptop would be REALLY useful.. though i'll have to be patient and wait for this NEC to be handed down! :p
7. shoes for school-- well my grandma told me like how many times to get some new ones and i just cant be bothered spending money over a pair gahah
8. my MUM here in Jakarta :( as she'll be headed for Padang tomorrow, the day before zee day
9. just some realization from someoneout there. well maybe i can wait but it would be a real life-awakening moment if that person just did a special liiiiittle something on the 21st :)
10. to be accepted in Medicine/Dentistry in 2010. amin!

if ANY one of this is granted.. thank you so much for the person who was considerate enough making it come true :p

ridiculously snickering,
NVY <3

By the name of God, I Swear This is Absurd

2009-10-16T22:01:00.004+07:00

Week of first tests are done, and tomorrow I'll be able to say hey hey its Saturday! I have to drop some opinions here due to some outrage that happened in my school over the past week. When you fill out your identification number, name and such you do it just like that, right? Never before I have had someone to order us do MORE, yet the thing is pretty much subjective. On some blank space provided we had to write:

By the name of (insert the name of your god), I swear not to cheat nor commit innapropriate behaviour.

Why? Doesn't it all come back to ourselves?? Our own sins will be our responsibility. And no, I'm not one of those who doesn't like this kind of action because i LIKE cheating, no. I've always tried to refrain from it since year 9, since we studied for the national exams. To this day I have limited myself from it as much as i can. My point is that this is a form of overreacting and unnecessary, for such school kids who are still and forevermore learning. Kids ARE like that, we've been ourselves, live by kids rules (which means no rules) throughout our process of human development.

Or as some of my friends tweets said as I checked the timeline (lol) a few days ago, "Makanya, punya anak dong!" so the person who ordered us to do such instruction knew how it felt, how it could affect that person's children.
Well i won't speculate much, could get in trouble hahah. But knowing how.. insensitive, and hard-headed a person can be is enough, thanks.

on fire,
NVY :)

Upcoming Week of Round 1;Tests

2009-10-10T20:06:00.006+07:00

finally, the chance to sit down in front of the comp and update my almost-abandoned blog! but still, all the while i'm checking into twitter and other people's blogs :) so that makes this post even more longer to type hahah.
yep and in fact i just wasted some minutes on facebook :|
alrighty! this week i'd say i'm quite happy with myself, don't know how it happened but i was able to stay awake for a few hours with a PURPOSE and not just for listening my Ipod away. i studied! like until 23.30, i mean there WERE, still gaps like spacing out and wondering about things unrelated to studying -_- but hey twas a damn productive week i might say! i went to BTA Monday-Wednesday, had a day off on Thurs and came back on Friday for the double sessions. Today i did a psychotest at school (yes they really are psycho-tests)

even though i dont feel as exhausted as i had been 2 years ago, that was the last time i sat for one, dont think i'll study anything tonight for Monday's tests.

oh! wish me luck btw. sadly i have no pics to upload :( hoping that next Saturday SOMEONE might be able to treat us lunch, lol! ehem Fanny, ihiiiy! haha ngarep nih laper mulu jadinya belajar. oh i'll post a nice song from the old days when i watched Rage and Video Hits and this song was played quite oftenly :)

so i guess see you when i miss you the most, dear blog and blog-walkers!

have faith in yourselves,
NVY ♥

Holy-Days

2009-09-30T10:47:00.004+07:00

Hey everyone how's it all been! I hope you all had a nice holiday, not like I did. Well it wasn't entirely downhill but stuff like family feuds and bad tempered relatives can have a bad impact on yourself -__- aaaanyways! Let me seeee, i realize that i should write in here more and polish my English skillz that killz hahah. Practice for the future in case next year i get to move! Not just for the sake of next year but also if i don't speak nor write or even read English i'm afraid that my ability will continue to descend - in other words i will experience English defluency? Is that such a word? No i guess not because the thesaurus couldn't even find any snonyms for it hahah!
Okay enough commotion of my own monologue.

that's Dita and my Uncle Iwan :}

I spent lebaran with my uncle's fam, 3 of my cousins came from Kalimantan. Nadya, Dio, and Dita are very bright and hyperactive kids i'm sure they'll all turn out geniuses! Amin teehee siapa dulu dong kakaknya (hah? haha). We went to Bandung for 3 days and 2 nights, went with our other cousins as well, Avi and Abi. There was a conflict, on one side but hey i'm not gonna write about it here it's too blah. We went to Tangkuban Perahu and horseriding, (THEY did, i didn't because it was LEAD, i wanted to go by myself we could've gone to "D'Ranch" but nooo >:( ), strawberry picking,

moments before he got flung out

Dio went on an ATV and got thrown off! But he was still chuckling even when he had grass in his mouth so his dad thought he was OKAY and SECURED THE ATV INSTEAD OF HIS SON, AND LEFT ME IN SHOCK TO HELP HIM GET UP! yea i was pretty shocked huh. The wheels nearly crushed his arm! Damn. But he was oh-kay, just like any other tough little boy :))
One of my best friend planned to watch a movie with me but as far luck goes, his grandma's lung cancer relapsed and poor him had to go to Lampung in the morning of our play-day. Felt bad for turning of my mobile pretty early, hey i thought there wouldn't be anyone asking me about anything again! Sigh. yes this is my beautiful (as in guy-beautiful) cousin Dio!

Oh i forgot, i had a fast-breaking night with the bilinguals! It was pretty fun and a success i daresay, it was only me Nadiya and Dela who organised it so that was pretty good! and of course Icha who helped me with the es buah hehee :D
Don't know why but i can't be bothered with school stuff, damn. It's such a burden not being able to study properly while my mind wanders off on so many occasions. Plus the upcoming tests are like.. what, in less than 14 days? Oh well, there's always late -night catch ups - oops, studying! hahah. I'll be GREAT don't worry *really, trying to assure yourself is harder than you think.

I'll check in on you guys soon aight? Get pumped for school tomorrow! Off for lunch and BTA soon :)

zee one and only,
NVY xxo

Eid Mubarak 20-09-2009!

2009-09-20T07:44:00.002+07:00

This is the first time for me to experience not being able to go pray Eidl Fitr. And it sucks.. Well before everyone else comes home from the mesjid and I won't be able to use the comp, let me share with you my Ramadhan blessings :)

As we all know, Ramadhan is the time to purify all our sins and the month for self-realization, to look at ourself in the mirror and ask;

"What good deeds have I done for others that surround me? Even for myself?"

This year, I have been touched. Allah has opened my heart, that ONLY realizing the others that need you and are less fortunate is so not enough. I need to do something, and I need to do it as soon as possible. I hope that God gives me time to do that soon, Amin.
Ramadhan is not just about buying lots of food we resist from fasting, nor the fast-breaking with your friends and showing the photos to the world, no. Its the silaturrahim, and the older we are we realize that it truly is important, how we miss our friends and not seeing them in, say, a couple of years, or even 10 years it was the case with my kindergarten friends last year, and how we need to maintain the bond we have started. To continue that bond forever and nurture it.
I daresay this year it has been harder for me to keep my anger and patience rather than last year, I broke my fast (thanks to my nafsu!) one day, and accidentally it was! Seriously guys, do NOT ever try this, and i feel ashamed. Its obviously bad, plus afterwards i felt too guilty. Man, i wish i hadn't eaten that waffle. Didnt taste that good anyway :| what a waste of money as well! (Padang haha)

Oh one more thing. This will be the last Ramadhan for us year 12s.. the last Ramadhan being in high school. Who knows where we'll be eating our pre-dawn meals next year, in Depok, bandung, Yogya? Or somewhere far abroad, away from families and friends? No matter where, I hope we will stil be able to greet Ramadhan, AMIN!

So I should really disconnect now, to everyone who celebrates it, to every Muslim in the world, Eid Mubarak! Happy Eidl Fitr, bless us all! Let the light shine down on all of us who have won the Ramadhan meaning! Amin. Happy Lebaran! Take care for those who are going to their hometowns :)

The Spirit of Ramadhan!
Love,
NVY xxo ;)

Mengeluh Mengeluh dan Mengeluh

2009-09-03T15:16:00.003+07:00

yea, that's what I've been up to these days. Complaining.
It's been a month since school and there's always something to complain about everyday. Believe it or not I was never this distraught before. Little things from teachers that get grumpy just by answering delays to the addition of 's to almost every word in English. Oh, "pardons" me.
Hahaha. Lucky my she's-not-so-emo-after-all chairmate is quite entertaining and very artistic! (btw she does AWESOME drawings, I'm boogled o.O). We laugh away these things that make us complain, moan, and a bit anti-social to the other people in our class.. To be honest I haven't settled much in my new class. I mean they're dominantly nice and all that but then again maybe we haven't got to it yet.. oh well.
I got pretty provocated about going into ITB next year, hahah. Still want to get into Medicine UI of course, but have been browsing alternatives in ITB, UNPAD, UGM. They're all to do with health or biology and even the clinical psychology at Unpad can only be entered from students in Science unless the Social kids take IPC and got accepted. Hmm. Well to me the best thing that could ever happen (so far in my life) is the opportunity to move back to Melbourne and continue Uni there (AMIN). Dad's taking the IELTS test on Saturday this week so I wish him the best of luck to increase the points for the Permanent Residency App.
If we get a chance again (and i pray this everytime I get a chance to), of course I'd love to be a Bachelor of Medicine/Surgery at Monash :D but considering other departments, I looked into the Biomedical Science section and there I found a possibility of masa depan cerah dan menyenangkan muahaha.. Coz research in Aus is undeniably more developed of course.
Well I'll continue when I get to :D for now I'm really back on the track of gaining back maximum brain power potential and the most important thing :
EVERLASTING MOTIVATION.

cheerio!
nvy xo

Homecoming Australia!

2009-07-18T10:28:00.013+07:00

yaaay! it has been 4.5 years (2005) since I have been back from Australia, and I simply cannot thank God enough for the opportunity to re-visit again, after living there for 4 years. Due to my mum attending the Asian Finance conference in Brisbane, my parents, sis and I went to Brisbane, then to my beloved Melbourne♥, the city that i used to live in :)

we went on the 28th of June, flew at 20.55 from Soekarno-Hatta with Qantas (yes, tasting the most awesome airplane food ive ever tasted again lol) oh and may I inform you that now when you get on flights that are more than 3 hours, you get in-flight movies and there are lots to choose from! Plus cable tv channels, radio stations, cd libraries, and games, well the point is that it's awesome and i highly recommend flying with Qantas (Aus patriotism lol). we arrived in Sydney at 6.30ish in the morning and i gotta tell you, when we were about to land, the sky was rainbow coloured from bottom to top! seriously. and if you live/ever lived in Sydney, is it always like that? it was gorgeous :) made me want to tell mi amigo that "Sydney says 'hi'," lol.

apparently we had to wait for a few hours because transferring from the international to domestic terminal was quite hassled and chaotic with soo many people coming to the immigration section PLUS transferring terminals -_- and remember how Sydney airport's really strict with securities. so yea after we passed all that, we waited for about an hour in the waiting lounge eating apple pie hahah took pics with Hanna, well to make a long story short we arrived in Melbourne, langsung ketemu Ka Fadya dan Bunda, the first thing i felt was the cool gush of wind. wow. very niceee keluar pesawat aja udah gitu, apalagi di luar? i thought. and yea i took of my jacket just to breathe in and intertwine (hah? haha) with the winds once again. aaah.. it felt so good to be back home :)

a few hours at fuzzy's, my nose started running! damn, must be the sudden change of weather. to fasten things up, me my fam and i plus fuz went to Brisbane the next day!
i forgot this lovely bridge's name!
Brissy has pretty nice weather, still sunny but of course cool winds now and then, comparing to freezing Melb. or is it just my wrecked bodyadaptation from polluted Jakartan air? hahah anyway we looked around the CBD due to our stay at one of the apartment-hotel in the city. For dinner we went to Woolworths and bought a salad mix, vegetarian pizzas and fish&chips, plus i heated my unfinished kebab from lunch! it was huuugee man too big, even from the a la Turko kebab in dandenong! the City Cat, Brissy's one of a kind water transportation

went to the Botanical Garden, Maritime Museum, lunch at a Chinese resto, walked around with Fuz and found a Wednesday Market, bough yoghurt+free muesli lol, slept in the afternoon coz she had a headache and i took a tablet, watched an episode of Grey's on 7! alhamdulillah, haha the Wheel of Brisbane

what we failed to do on the next few days were riding the CityCat, the Wheel of Brisbane, ride bikes at the Botanical Garden, see the in-city beach. spent 4 days there and it was pretty wesome. oh yea! how could i forget, we went to Warner Bros MOVIE WORLD! "Hollywood on the Gold Coast"- :D
i love the Scooby Doo Spooky Coaster! didn't capture much on my cam though, my mum actually has HEAPS of GC photos.

went back to Melb on Friday afternoon, the next day we went to Anglesea, Great Ocean Road. overnight, mm long trip also but the view was soo damn worth it. i was in the car with Ka Fara and Ka Mirza (her husband, they're newlyweds and im going to be an auntie soon! :D), Ka Fadya and Fazkia. we made some jokes along the way and ka Dya told us a bogan joke:

still - Mie Goreng at the Oaks!

speaking in rich Aussie accent (read: BOGAN)): have you heard about the booogan jookee?
well there was a bogan and her friend. that friend had a webslider and the bogan said,
"Hey, your mobile's so weird, the alphabet isn't even in order!"
The friend told her what it was and taught her how to use it, and didn't even find it funny one bit.

haha! get it? a webslider is a phone with QWERTY keys, the bogan never saw it before and obviously knows nothing about it, so she asked her friend but her friend didnt find it funny at all when she SHOULD! get it? oh well haha it was funny anyway when i heard it for the first time :p

we thought of things that would make us feel sick and vomit due to the long and winding road of Great Ocean Rd (ya iyalah), one by one volunteered their ideas and the result was: eating risotto while riding a bike backwards, reading a small-font-printed book and having durian for dessert. ew. very nice huh? i forgot where we got the idea of risotto was from, but

the bike, we saw someone ride a bike on the road how cool is that that guy rode a bike on THE, Great Ocean Rd in freezing weather like that! the book idea was from me and Fuz turning the clickwheel of her iPod now and then and getting dizzy to read it because we kept turning on the road. durian, haha forgot too. we went as far as Apollo bay because it was
getting
dark and about to rain, went back to the house and had dinner, surprise birthday cake for Ka Fara! yum
went home on Sunday, before that we went to the Twelve Apostles. now THIS, was the most extreme cold weather i had from my visit to Victoria. im not sure how cold it was but it mustve bin under 5 degrees plus it was windy so that made it worse.. but it was worth it the view. pity only 7 Apostles remain now. beautiful. but its really far from the Melbourne though and people should come there in the summer, NOT winter hehe. OH THE BEACHES ALONG THE ROAD ARE SPECTACULAR! FAIRHAVEN BEACH, WOWIEEE wish i had a summerhouse there!! i would definitely come back one day and find this beach again in the summer!!!
off we went, arrived in Melb about 6-7ish in this petrol station that had a dining place, got hot chips and tea, the trip home was fun and ka Dya and ka Mirza 'interviewed' me about my school life hahah one funny question from ka Mirza was:

"Apakah tawuran merupakan sebuah bentuk ekstensi pergaulan di kalangan remaja?"

hahahha! yea and stuff like that, it was fun. got back to Fuzzy's and spent time with Adin and Meuti and others, caught up with some friends on FB and went to sleep at about 2 again because we came up with more things to google about! (have i written that down already? gosh this is soo long)

i will really try and make this short alright? this (hopefully) will be the last time i will edit this post because it seems that i dont have that much time on the comp these days. year 12 people! gahh.
on Wednesday we met SANDRA! aaaaaaaaaaaaa i miss her sooooo and and she really liked the 2009 glasses i got her! she didnt expect that i would get it and apparently it was the last pair in that store we saw. lucky :) bisa aja she managed to think that 2009 wil be the last of them making these kind of glasses because next year will be 2010 SO you cant wear 1 around your eye can you? lol. we had crepes, did a little shopping, looked into vintage stores, boutiques with $100 per dress.. hahah and helped her find one for her formal, but unfortunately couldnt find the right one. she only likes BLACK and DARK colours, also shades, hahah it was pretty hard and we laughed about it, had so much fun pity only for abt 2.5 hours..? she had Taekwondo after so she had to go home early. and homeworl. yeah, then me and Fuz went to Melbourne Central (yes the awesome train station has been transformed into a shopping galore place, very nice) and got presents and such. Flagstaff to Abah's office, then to the Consulate General of Indonesia, met Ibon and Melissa.. plus Alyssa Soebandono, currently studying in Melb and again, apparently lives near Fuz (ternyata). she didnt know as well). Abah knows her dad, which was his boss at some period of time. okay so ordered pizza by phone while we were still on the road and picked them up (i never knew there was such a thing in Melb -_- well im not surprised)
Adin and Meuti were sleeping over.

next day went to Chadstone, long-lost Chaddy i've been wanting to go to. and yes, it too has been EXPANDED, tooooo expanded i believe hahah watched The Hangover (MA15+, my Indo ID was accepted, thanks to the dude who served), lunch by the sushi train in this Jap resto i forgot its name, and bought oleh2 for YOU guys. hehe. went home, our Indo friends came, and their families, nice. met Hanif and his bros, also Galih. played a fun round of Pictionary!

the next day was devastating.. my last day of vaca. loneliness and awkward situations waits upon me.. lebay. i dont wanna go home... all i wanted was XI IPA 1 to be a whole class again, so at least i had something to look forward too. well, fuz didnt come to the airport, but it was sad of course.. cried when Bunda hugged me, all their fam has been so nice, since i've known them so that means since i was born.. :') i love you all. and i really hope that my Dad's PR application get accepted so we can all live there together again.. Amin.

as "I Still Call Australia Home" tune in to my plane earphones, liquid start running down my cheeks and I know, I just know that deep down inside.. we'll be back again. Together as a whole family :)

Day Minus Oneee!

2009-06-27T15:40:00.003+07:00

oh my ooh oh my! so damned exhilarated!
okay well this morning i signed up for yr 12's lessons at BTA 8 in Mayestik. hope Aul will follow there too in the end hahah coz i won't have any friends :( cancelled the one in Tebet because Dad suddenly worried about the transport lol could've said earlier.

meeting Rona was impossible as well today because she had to go to this gathering thing what Batak ppl do (she said it herself hahah), compare her and her cousins grades. that's normal. at least she doesn't have little cousins who you dont get compared to, well you just can't lol hahah

i hate this i hate not having a recent pic of myself on the comp! i cant be bothered taking the webcam out and Mum's sleeping atm soo i'm not disturbing someone else's rest anyway

i guess i'll write when i come back from Aus or if i'm able to, from Fuzzy's house hahah
i'm trying to forget everything nasty.
and it's working, slowly :)

G'day Mate!
nvy ♥xo

MerDer's Awaited Quote!

2009-06-26T15:52:00.005+07:00

You know there's this one sad episode in the second season of Grey's which I have had the urge to find the exact words just TODAY, due to my suffering of not being able to watch GA for now, lol. I need to buy season 4 ASAP seriouslyyy before I go on Sunday.. At least watch a couple of epis and I can bring it to Aus if I want haha. Enjoy. You're gonna LOVE it.

"Meredith: I can't... I can't remember our last kiss. All I could think about was I'm going to die today and I can't remember our last kiss.
Which is pathetic, but the last time we were together and happy I want to be able to remember that. And I can't Derek. I can't remember.

Derek: I'm glad you didn't die today. (goes to leave but turns around)
It was a Thursday morning. You were wearing that ratty little Dartmouth t-shirt you look so good in.
The one with the hole in the back of the neck. You'd just washed your hair and you smelled like some kind of flower.
I was running late for surgery. You said you were gonna see me later and you leaned to me, you put your hand on my chest and
you kissed me. Soft. Was quick, kinda like a habit. You know, like we'd do it every day for the rest of our lives.
You went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed.

Meredith (beat): Lavender. My hair smelled like lavender from my conditioner." :'(

Shucks

2009-06-26T11:37:00.002+07:00

You would have to tell me how much you hate me, and everything about me and what I do before I can completely wipe you out of my mind and my heart. But never my life; it's been a non-scrapable thing since we both knew the truth.

Why do you have to do this? If this isn't over, then I'm up for FAIR PLAY.

I know I have no right to forbid you from doing anything but every time I look at it, it's a goddamn wrecked train again I'm on. But strangely I refuse to get off. Over and over again. I actually like this train and maybe I'm just so used to it by now.

Sometimes I get confused why I look at it over and over again and get hurt but hey who to blame if I'm so curious about the shit that you share with her hahah forget about it you would never understand how much YOU don't get what you're missing.

4 Days to Recalling Childhood Memories ;)

2009-06-24T18:36:00.005+07:00

the lowdown of my H-7

Sunday: Went for a swim while parents went to the gym, had brunch and met Tante Titi at PIM (lol all that rhymes!)

Monday: Um I can't quite remember? But stayed home.

Tuesday: Went to PIM to meet Dwenda and Angie to go to Angie's and photo shoot, hihi finally I get her to be my model, lol. I love the shots on the BMW by the way. Maybe I'll post more when i get my Photoshop working again :)

Wednesday: Stayed home, umm lied a bit in the morning. But I did have stomach problems the night before and it was hell :|

and tomorrow, well i hope it'll be okay. Yeah im not hoping for GREAT or anything but yea, the movie should be good plus I'm getting a few oleh2 for Fuz and Saz.
Plus it would be a nice outing and I'll be making jokes and laughing at a lot, lol
I don't really care if that kid is coming or not.. after all that's happened this week (even though there were more positive things). At least I get to get out of the house again and see my own friends hahah coz Hanna will be goin to Avi's till the afternoon i guess..
Well i'll write again tomorrow,

exhilarated,
nvy xo

Komodo National Park for the New 7 Wonders

2009-06-19T11:57:00.004+07:00

Pagi ini gw nontonTVONE, dan agak sedih pas denger Candi Borobudur udah bukan salah satu keajaiban dunia lagi. Dan sekarang, precisely from last year sih, they're holding a vote for anyone who wants to, and i INSIST, bagi kalian semua yang merasa WARGA NEGARA INDONESIA, vote for KOMODO NATIONAL PARK! Karena hal tersebut akan membantu image Indonesia menjadi lebih baik dan lebih dikenal oleh masyarakat dunia. You can vote here

Oh, and here's what i voted for

Hehe iya deh ampun. But I couldn't find the Komodo National Park and I saw the Aussie's landmark and reef first, so yeah :p Indo AND Aus are both my countries and I love both of them : )

and THIS, is why you should vote for Komodo National Park

Joe Jonas Dances to Single Ladies!

2009-06-19T10:47:00.003+07:00

i was browsing on YouTube last night to find some dance vids and found THIS. watch until it finishes!

Without Estrogen, Girls Wouldn't be Girls

2009-06-18T11:37:00.006+07:00

i have submitted another estrogenated artwork, interested? yesterday i had a hormonal disturbance (read: pre-menstrual syndrome -_-) and ended up crying in front of my sis while surrounded by piles of woods and miscellaneous building-a-house things. i had been cooped up for 2 days, what do you expect? i couldn't stand being in the house anymore and since it was too late to go somewhere, we went out and stood at the side of the car.
conversations fell into place. she's the one person i can tell anything, any random unimportant thing i can blabber to and she would listen and laugh off this cute little chuckle i love.. lol. but sometimes i get distracted when SHE tells her stories and drift away in this little hassled mind of mine. im sorry Hanna :(

oh you know what i couldn't bear it anymore last night.. and i texted him. I TEXTED HIM and asked if he still had school hahahahah he replied abt 20 mins later.. was a good worth of convo and surprisingly, IT CHEERED ME UP. i was singing again. i was thinking happy thoughts while listening to my damned iPod. i actually smiled listening to lamentable songs! gahh love really does make you crazy. like that library incident a few days ago. i mean, getting your friend to cut out an article for you because you wouldn't dare do it from a school library's property? HOW EMBARASSING. thankYOU, Lola, for being such a nice and understanding person! God bless your amazing brains and talents. teehee :D ♥

oh i sent out a message to my CNPS friends on MySpace yesterday, and guess what. they probably really dont, want to meet me again. not interested. i mean all of them's read it (except Aisea), but NO ONE'S REPLIED. no one's replied. it's.. bitter. yeah. JUST WAIT AND SEE, I CAN STILL HAVE FUN WITHOUT SEEING YOU GUYS. yeah, i'll have more time to spend in my second home country. sedih abis.

hokay. i'll be fine and its all good. at least things are falling back into place (again) now. i ♥ you. bahah.

Tener un buen día!
nvy xo

Honestly, we'll never stop this train

2009-06-18T11:30:00.002+07:00

No, I'm not colorblind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind
But I just can't sleep on this tonight

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

Don't know how else to say it
Don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game
To find a way to say that life has just begun

Had a talk with my old man
Said "help me understand"
He said "turn sixty-eight
You renegotiate"

"Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
And don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train"

Once in awhile, when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
Till you cry when you're driving away in the dark
Singing

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train

John Mayer - Stop This Train

personally, i think the lyrics are great but the melody should be something more.. No offence, Mr. M :)

XI IPA 1 Goes to Puncak!

2009-06-11T18:11:00.011+07:00

from Thea's. shame it's dark..

Cisarua, precisely.
alhamdulillah we got there and went back to Jakarta safely, despite of what happened before.. we talked via Twitter bout these freaky things that were possible it COULD happen because 1. there were no adults goin with us only drivers to drop us off and pick us up..
and 2. when Gorbi was asked by Gitta if he was definitely coming or not dan dia udah agak annoyed, he answered "NGGAK! NGGAK!" he shouted..? he rarely ever shouts and the whole class paid attention, and when Gitta asked why? he answered 3 words that made us quite panicked for days:

"Gue takut mati."
("I'm afraid i might die")

oh how awesome. it made us think.. that that IS possible. mana ada 2 mobil yg disetirin sama temen2 kita, i mean its not that i dont trust them, i do, but this is Puncak we're talking about,m the mountains. hmm. but after arguments and reassurings plus calming ourselves down, we eventually managed to get some sleep.

the next morning i felt, okay. okay enough to feel fine. we got ready at Sampit and departed at about 7.30, and arrived in Aphe's villa nearly at 10. to be honest, at first it wasn't that fun, but once we got to the poolside, everything changed. hahah and we talked about this particular person,Fanny, Sasa, and Aul

and we found out, that if someone in our class doesn't like a person, the rest of us (did we know) don't like him/her either! gahah! we chatted while drinking coffee

to make a long story short.. some of us went to Cimory that night and i gotta tell ya, its pretty awesome at night. the cool mountain breeze brushing our faces and the light captured by the camera can play tricks on you.. (Y) love it. oh good food also. shame we couldnt all go there.. wouldve bin great. nice pics also btw. when we got back to the villa, Gitta and Bintang started talking about what we can do tomorrow, after that me, Aul, Sasa, Billa, and Thea started to play Monopoly but it got boring and then i forgot how but me Sasa and Billa started this nostalgic convo about BRITNEY SPEARS AND WESTLIFE SONGS. hahah! when i was in 3rd grade i used to go to Shayda's house every weekend and either play make up, the net, or dancing to BS's songs! what a fun life. lol. so i got singing and they got, well, shocked because i was imitating BS and because they thought i was that shy girl across the street (wtf) hahah i love people's expression when they know the real me! -_-
and we had an idea: why dont we go karaokeing with Sasya's dvds! she brought a LOT i dont know why lol but hey we got around using them! it was really funy and other girls started joining us and there was this hit of Uptown Girl and all.. sigh rendesvouz.

eventually i went to sleep at 2. oh yea after karaokeing we went GOSSIPING. ngehh. but in the end it heated up and wow so many people related to this person and that, it became hilariously infecting. seriously! lol

oh we've got a new gang. Gunjing Girls -_-
atau Gadis Gunjing? well well my friends, youve bin through a lot and i accept that. hahah

aduh apa ya. gw jadi lupa.. okay well the 2nd day some ppl went to Safari and the GG (-_-) went to buy some corn, durian, and charcoal. the rest stayed at the villa. this was a fun trip also and we made up this song and started to 'bergunjing' about these guys again, lol. hmm

bos Jagung lagi beli duren dan tukang sate baru

me Thea Sasa and Aul went to this mosque near Puncak Pass, anyone know? you know that big one on top of the hill.. well its bin renovated and its cool, big, with chilly water as always but man this is freezing! brr (eaa haha)

Indah (right) and I opening up durians, lol

then at 10 (i know ppl got tired already so it started late) we roasted the corns, cut open the durians and ate them. nice. Nchel got sick, vomited coz she didnt have dinner and ate the durians. ckck
the next day, we had to go back to Jakarta. it felt soo quick and we still wanted to spend some mroe time with everyone, so we went to Cimory restaurant, which had the original yogurt-milk store and the mountain view resto. oh yea wrote about it didnt i, lol. time flies when you're having fun, and we couldn't believe it when we had spent 2 and a half hours there.
XI IPA 1, you guys are AWESOME (Y)

(above) Muha walkin' Hollywood celeb style and Sasya being flirty

Dream Away, David

2009-06-07T08:41:00.003+07:00

I HAD A WEIRD, AND PLEASANT, DREAM LAST NIGHT.

i dont know.. im not sure what it really was about, but wherever it was, all of a sudden there lined up EVERY crush and guy i have been related to and there was one, only one person that i got to talk to. wish i could've talked to all of them haha. and you know who it was? David. my year 5 classmate i liked who actually liked me also but he was too, arrogant? to confess. found out in yr 6, when he was talking to Joey, my yr 3 classmate which, we liked each other. hahah! hey i should write about them soon! it'll be a real treat, entertainment -_- i have, funny stories about my love life :p

okay so back to the dream. David was talking about past things to me, and flashbacks of what i didn't know, happened. weird. and in that dream there was one moment when i thought
"i should get my camera i have to take a picture with all of these guys!"
oh, how Nabila is that. soo myself, the self-documentary addict -_- but hey gotta admit that's good. HAHAH so me! alright alright enough.
this is what i hate about dreams! i hate being unable to remember what really happened! but David showed me something, an occasion where Joey was the doer of something-i-can't- remember-what. rgh. yea thats it for now, i need the toilet lol

here's a pic of Dave (browsed through his FB lol)

yeah its a bit blurred.

*btw, i didnt, get to my camera so no memories taken. but hopefully i'll get to see you, David, in July. we'll see.

Syndrome; Sick of Jakarta

2009-06-06T08:41:00.003+07:00

yes i am. i feel so stuffed in here. cooped up inside the house also. but not today, im gettin freedom (Y) shame it doesnt involve green trees.
i'll write again later when im done tasing freedom at the tip of my tongue. ONLY, the tip. the real freedom would be in 22 days.

12:24pm
im waiting for my sis to get home and then pick Rona up. started Breaking Dawn again, couldnt think of anything else to do. then suddenly i felt so STUFFED. seriously. aagh im an outdoor person! and cooped up inside the house like this plus the roof getting renovated doesnt help, lucky im goin out soon. damnit.

8:57 (the next day)
haha so my little outing with Rona was quite refreshing. we had waffles, with ice cream of course (which i shouldn't have had due to the half cured cough but i just cant stand the temptation of ice cream). and we talked about our future education. ive gotta tell you, Rona is one of those people who i can just blurt out whatever i want, feel, and need about my future. coz she knows me and who i am and doesn't think im showing off but im actually scared and rather freaked out because that's how i was made, how my four-years-out of home country shaped me to have a part where my life is unknown in a future year or so. and im telling the truth. if you ask me, where im going to go to uni next year, i would answer, i don't know, because it depends where i'll be. (shrugs shoulders with a sad look)
the point is that she has quite the same views as me and she's pretty knowledgeable about this unknown future bussiness. she knows the pros and cons, plus and negs about these things.

when we were still in yr 10s in the library
she rocks (Y) ♥

Ffff Friday.

2009-06-05T16:10:00.004+07:00

know what. some bad news. when we were all just chatting about in class today doing NOTHING but we just HAD to go to school, there was an announcement that said we had to go to school next week for this non kognitif test. for each subject. WHICH could be done in ONE DAY if they didnt force us to still go to school for another FOUR, FREAKING, DAYS. you knwo what that means? it means, our plan on Sasa's farewell is a bit messed up. yeah maybe i'll just go to school on Monday if some ppl were comin but then they'll try and get some info from us?? rgh i cant believe this! i know Ms. KD means right, but.. this should be and exception. i mean when i asked Aphe if it was anything possible to postpone our roadtrip but she said that Sasa wouldnt be able to come after those dates. sigh i know she would be real busy yea, heck if i were her, and i was, 4 years ago.. i'd be doing stuff gathering memories with me. hmm. its sad.

but i finished watching season 2 of GA and i really need to go buy season 3.. wanna know what happens next haha. kay im gonna have dinner now, hope everything turns out great in the end.. hope i get lucky. my friends also.

you'll know it when you feel it,

nvy ♥

As a Friend..

2009-06-04T18:22:00.007+07:00

hope my dad permits me to go to that 3-days farewell for Sasa's and XI IPA 1 next week.
I can't wait for the 28th of June.
I (surprisingly) get you crossing my mind, few nights lately. dangit.

okay today was heck boring no studying of course no nothing just a survey shit for our attitude marks, whatever. not in the mood for thinkin up the words in English. wanna PRACTICE them instead, i need someone to talk in English to. to sharpen them again, get the accent goin smooth. if Fazkia weren't busy with school i would get her to Skype me nearly every day til the departure date hahah. course, it'd be easier if... nagh he's not the only option, but the plus side is that it won't cost me a thing*evil smile. but no, i'll just wait until he gets back and get him to want to call me again aahahah. i mean you gotta do somethin to help your bestie sometimes, right? ;p

im gonna try and edit this boring looking blog of mine.. and upload pics and poems again on deviantArt. getting my art smock back on and inspirational glands producing again lol.

so yesterday when i watched my season 2 Grey's Anatomy dvds, i got to this part where Meredith meets Finn, her dog's, Doc, vet who took care of him. and she liked him at first sight coz he's, well, got the looks lol but she said she was 'celibate' hahah no guys, no sex after what happened between her and George. oh yeah and since Mer gave Doc to Derek to take care of because george and Izzie couldn't stand having him in the house anymore, it meant that Mer and Der were both rightful owners of Doc. Mer got asked out by Finn, and she got tangled up, her words, because she wanted to but she was celibate hahah and she's "knitting a sweater" HAHAH you should totally watch it dia kikuk gitu, well at the end of the day she went to his practice but unfortunately he had an errand to do, turned out he was delivering a foal, yea a baby horse. and Mer helped, so at the end he asked her,
Door 1: You go to my house, take all your clothes off, have a shower, clean up, and I'll cook for you. No sex
Door 2: You go home.
So I think you should pick Door 1.
(Im sorry if the words arent exactly the same, i forgot :p)

and she picked Door 1.

why did i pick the title as a friend? well Mer and Der were 'friends', at that stage, at least trying to be. Addison wanted to be "in" so she said "technically I'm her friend too". hahah. after what happened with George, Mer was still in questioning with Der, and Der said, after a successful surgery,

"As a friend, you should tell me ypur problems and i should provide you with answers.
And Mer replied,
"As a friend you might get mad at me"
or so, well i already wrote that i aplogize for the non exact same sentences.
But hey that's what friends are supposed to do right? Oh by the way in later episodes, Dr Webber (if im not mistaken), said,

"The only people who don't know Meredith and Derek are in love are only Meredith and Derek."

which is fuhreakin, true. at that point. lol

Via Virtual Vommunication

2009-06-03T17:05:00.003+07:00

A close one asked me for some advice about her late relationship, which her boyfriend is my classmate, which she was my classmate 3 years ago, which so happens they're both my junior high mates, whatever. its pretty long, but there are some things that might be useful for you blogwalkers. hope it helps :)

the problem:
gw mutusin dia AWALNYA tuh karenaaaaaaaaaaa apa ya?hm..bingung..jd tuh gw sbnrny masih sgt suka bgt sayang jg sm dia..tp ya anggep aja gw terlalu cmburuan..atau anggep aja gw udah ngga tahan lg dibikin cemburu..tau ah.BAYANGKAN,lo merasa dicuekin dan tidak diperhatikan,sementara pacarlo baiiiiik bgt sm temennya..kemana2 dianterin..brg2 trs..menyakitkan,nab..
udh gt,waktu dia nglewatin gw naik motornya smntara gw dipinggir jln menanti bus kota menuju sklh gw yg searah sm dia jg,dia bahkan ngga berhenti untuk menyapa gw..gw SGT mengerti kalo dia emg ga dibolehin sm nykpnya boncengin tmn(mskipun dia hampir tiap plg boncengin ***** (note: temen cowo) sampe mana gw ga tau),tp apa salahnya si berhenti sbntar trs blg,"hai.." atau apa gt..ya gw tau dia telat,tp..lo ngerti kan maksud gw?itu jg kalo gw ngga dikasitau tmn gw,gw ngga akan pernah tau kl dia pernah kyk gt.hik..

lalu,terakhir dia nyuekin gw,nab..tanpa kabar smsekali..dia pernah sms gw,tp dia bls singkat2 seolah2 dia ngga mau smsan sm gw.alesannya si karena uang untk pulsanya dipake buat beli DVD tp apa slhnya si sms satu kali aja buat ngjelasin??
trs stlh putus,gw konfirmasi ke dia,trs dia blg ngga kepikiran smsekali buat ngabarin gw,bahkan ngisi wall gw atau ngirim message atau apa.katanya karena gw jrg buka fb jd PERCUMA.pdhl gw udah kyk org ga ada kerjaan lain,buka fb tiap hari..ngecek ada sesuatu dr dia atau ngga.trs kan gw diem..nangis..dan dia blg,"kamu sii jarang ol msn.." kalo lo jd gw,gmn nab?

my reply:
oke pertama, lo sabar banget ngetik ini dari hp. buset gw jadi lo buka komputer.
1. gw tau dia orangnya ternyata cueeeeeeek banget ya mon ckck gw ga ngerti knapa ada orang kyk gitu, ntah lah mungkin ada sedikit gangguan waktu dia masih kecil. gw dan temen2 gw udah ngomong mon sama dia, dia mesti ubah sikap. dan gw tegaskan, 'DIA MESTI MELAKUKAN HAL TSB KRN INI ADALAH KESEMPATAN DIA KETIGA KALINYA, AND HE CANT BLOW IT OFF karena kalo lo memberi dia kesempatan lagi (mksdny lo msh mau deket sm dia), berarti dia sayang bngt sama lo and u dont want to lose him" sumpah gw udah bilang itu smua ya ***, dan mainnya keroyokan gw ada 3 orang lagi yg try to convince him that ya. hmm
oke, untung ***** itu cowo haha. tapi mon lo pernah ngga sih ngomong yg sejujurnya gitu (apa yg lo tulis ke gw ini) ke dia?? siapa tahu kalo lo ngmg, dia bakal berubah

siapa tau dia ngga tau dan sikapnya masih seperti ini karna 1. LO GA TERBUKA 2. KRN LO GA TERBUKA -> DIA GA BAKAL TAU. cowo itu mesti dibilangin ***, yang sebenernya ky gimana, karna 1. lo tau sendiri jalan pikiran cewe dan cowo itu berbeda. 2. dan mereka itu ga bakal tau apa yg sebenernya kita pikir/mau jika kita ngga ngomong sm mereka.

2. "katanya karena gw jrg buka fb jd PERCUMA"
gw kira lo emang jarnag buka jadi ga tau :p tapi lo jadi sering buka gara2 setelah putus lo nunggu konfirmasi dari dia kan ya? jelas dia ga tau lo kerjaannya buka fb terus. jadi itu wajar. tapi yg gw liat dari kecuekan dia adalah mgkn krn lo ga suka jujur itu dia jadi males ga tau bingung mau ngmg apa sama lo..

jadi kesimpulannya ada lah saran gw lo mulai dari setelah baca ini, jujur sama dia. tell him how you feel, AH GW TAU MASALAH LO! EGO LE GEDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
gw tau ***, rasanya gengsi.. tapi kalo lo ga MULAI TERBUKA, pelan2 aja deh mulainya kalo emang susah buat lo, HE WILL NEVER KNOW YOUR REAL SITUATION.

sepertinya gw akan buka klinik curhat di message facebook. hahaha

Went to the orthodentist!

2009-06-01T16:37:00.005+07:00

yes i did! hahah satnite at laaaast i went to NDC and it was packed as usual, but lucky i didnt have to wait long despite the traffic and I was actually late coz before i had Physics lesson for the remed today. -_- hmm. well you might be wondering why would i come there anyway, since Ive taken off my braces? to check my retainer.

This is what a fixed retainer looks like:

its a 6 month control (which is pretty.. longing for me hahah) to check whether there isnt any problem and what i found out is that:

1. I really did break off one porcelain or ceramic or whatever thingie it is on my tooth, that means it really did, like on November (like the first month my braces were off :p what a vigourous eater) so the doctor put a new one back on

2. I have these lines at my molar teeth at the back, which turned out to be from food and the doc said I should watch that and give it more attention so it won't make a hole even though it isnt a "hole" hole), but it can cause like yea a dent and that is not good.

3. She says that generally people with fixed retainers such as mine gets calculus (karang gigi), but i don't because I thouroughly, and I mean, really, brush mine well (I can spend like 5 minutes brushing the whole set! Hahah). Since I wore braces and off now it's never bin neglected and i hope the habit will continue and last, teehee

And this is what calculus, or plague looks like (not good yea)

And damn, my orthodentist is soo good her hand movements are really "cekatan" lol doesnt even hurt and she rarely hurts me (if she does its probably because of however my condition was like hahah) so she's one of my role model in the Medicine world :p

You know what I have, considered a dentist as an occupation but Mum says the tuition fee in uni is more than Medicine, general med. Thats crazy. Even though we're playing with more focused things on people's bodies. Hmm

Only Human After All

2009-05-29T18:37:00.003+07:00

huh. ternyata susah juga. i CANT RESIST being nice! i have a heart of gold which cannot be frozen (halah). so my plan for no calls yesterday afternoon FAILED.
here's the story. after being told he would leave at 4, i though, well by 3.30ish his phone shouldn't be on anymore SO what did I do? i turned MINE on. and there were 2 messages from him (remember the one before i turned it off was 'Nab." which indicated that he wants to call):

1. "Nabbbbb"
2. "Nab, if i dont get to call u. Take care ya. Sorry if i got u angry."

ahahahahha. ya i felt bad. so i texted back (texted back! rrgh) because i thought it would already be turned off. but then,
***
28th May 2009
MESSAGE DELIVERED

fvck.

3. "Can me call?"

"yeah." (udah pasrah)

so we talked and it was okay. wasn't as bad as i expected, the 'so yeahs' when we were stuck. called twice because he had to get his luggage. then when i was eating i couldnt hear my phone beep and i saw that he texted me and said he was "sorry for the interruption" and he was "boarding now and take care". i think my reply arrived when he got to Singapore. okie doke

"I can hear you trembling at starts of conversations. Why is it so hard to admit? What's making you hold back? If karma had to turn on you now, I'd be no less interested, but don't count on it."

As I am only human*smirk (IAM GIVING YOUR WORDS BACK!)

A Letter To Mr. Companion of Unilateral Boredom Trashcan

2009-05-28T12:31:00.005+07:00

My dearest companion,

I believe that am at a point where karma strikes you back. I believe. However it is also a point where I do NOT want you to have it. According to my vitals, they tell me that every single cell in my body rejects everything that you do. In a period of time starting from 12.00 in the noon this day, Thursday 28th of May, I will not receive any phonecalls much so ever nor reply any text messages that you send. Tell me Mr. Companion of Unilateral Boredom Trashcan, what else is there to talk about other than you, yourself and your problems that I am not so interested in? You should know by now why I "don't talk much?" when you call me. I will be isolating myself with ice-cream and dvds, then once I am half-reboosted with energy, will start studying for passing my failed indicators. I insist you accept this condition whole-heartedly and sincere.

Thank you,

(e)NVY me always.

(I really think I am over this!)

Quotes from This Week

2009-05-26T13:21:00.003+07:00

little things are what triggers my 'inspiration glands". teehee

after 'the call':

"To know is to learn, to learn is to accept, to accept is to what? To forgive and forget?"

little wonderings after English test:

"Ever wondered why they use "veins" in songs and poems, and not 'arteries' ?"

"May I know how the future might be, shall not my flesh strike to exist"

"Unlike some, I know my inner strengths and I do not tell people what they are and how the heck they work. I do not know whether others have it or if they even feel they have them, nor I have the want to know. I am a thinker of unknown reasons, eager seeker of future knowledge. Because as we know, what we know is only a tad bit of this vast space we live in."

ta ta for now, I need to study for Physics, History, and Islamic studies.
adios mi amigos!
nvy xo

CAPEEKK

2009-05-22T19:04:00.004+07:00

2 hari gw tidurnya malem terus. pertama gara2 tugas kimia. and secondly, kmaren karena ngerjain kimia lagi gara2 si indah baru ngirim foto2 praktikum kmaren. sigh. dan malem ini, kayanya ga akan deh krn besok adalah hari LOMBA. mampus. lumayan sih gw, fanny, celine, billa, dan bimo baru ngerjain kmaren hari kamis, nyari2 alat dan bahan segala macem ke BP, toko listrik dengan banyak anjing dimana2, sampe ke toko bangunan yg banyak semen dan kayu pipa you know lah. oh ya, ini buat pembuatan Replika Wahan Dufan. haha.

kita bikinnya Bianglala.. dimana pas hari Kamis orang2 pada males2an bisa tidur bisa maen eh kita mainnya sama apa coba? cat besi, kawat dan POWERGLUE (Y) oke banget itu udah yang nempel2 ke tangan, susah ngilanginnya, hari ini aja lagi gw kena lagi dan yg kmaren masih ada membekas gt hahah sial. udah gitu dari pagi jam 9 lewatan si Bimo jemput gw, trus bareng ke Bintaro nya krn dia ga tau rumah Fanny. ckck dia nyetir lambaaaaat banget hahah ga tau kenapa, sama Celine dikatain anaknya 'GEGABAH' huahahaha itu udah kocak banget sepanjang perjalanan gw, Celine dan Billa keluar lagi nyari bahan yang belom ktemu, kita ngetawain dia terus (dalem).

well akhirnya Celine nyampe ga jauh dari kita lah jam 10an (gara2 Bimo nyetirnya lama eh lebih dari stngah jam deh kita di jalan padahal kan rumah gw ke Bintaro deket bngt paling 20 menit -_-). trus Billa? ya dia tinggal nyebrang kerumah Fanny HAHA udah sobi banget kali ya mereka dari kecil tinggal sebrang2an. padahal di kelas jarnag ngobrol :p

yaudah pokonya perjuangan banget deh itu sampe jam 6.30an, trus nyampe rumah jam 7. hari ini cabut skolah (izin lah) pas istirahat dan langsung ke Mayestik beli switcher, lampu2 kecil, dan kabel lagi. gw beli gemblong, haha. semoga kita menang aminnn seenggaknya juara 3 deh karena hadiahnya LUMAYAN!

Rapot Bayangan

2009-05-19T17:24:00.002+07:00

iya agak telat sih nulis ttg ini. tapi berhubungan gw baru nerima kemaren dan kmaren gw ga dapet privacy buat nulis di blog jadinya sekarang deh.
kmarne tuh bokap gw yg ngambil. stelah gw solat gw nelfon bokap gw apakah dia masih ada di skolah, ternyata udah pergi lagi. trus gw nanya, gimana pa? kenapa2 ngga? dan dia jawab, ngga kok, with this light-hearted voice, almost cheerful. kayak abis dapet kabar menggembirakan apaa gitu (i hope). ya gw penasaran lah..

sesampai dirumah, sorenya gw lagi online dan dateng lah bokap gw. langsung menyodorkan rapot bygn gw dan bilang, nih bil, dan gw liat, horeee alhamdulillah ga ada yg bermasalah. ngga bagus2 amat tapi ga jelek juga sih. hehehe. dan bingungnya mat ub 2 kok 100?? padahal kan gw remed mulu. hmm. kimia, rr susah ya kalo PG terus soalnya, susah dapet 80an, pasti 77-78-79an gaa pernah dapet bagus. ckck. biologi asik dapet 85 yang ub 2 hehe. kirain 9 (haha you wish nab) tapi gw kira bisa loh waktu itu setidaknya 89 lah.. hahaha kapan ya bisa gitu. perancis sama inggris kosong nilainya kok inggris belom dimasukkin ya nilainya hmm.

nyokap gw dateng 1 jam kemudian. wajahnya pun langsung ceria. ya Allah, yang aku pengen dari semester ini cuma 1: meningkatkan prestasi dan tetep 5 besar, dan bisa ngebahagiain ortu gw. karena kayaknya yang gw bisa bales sekarang ini adalah hal tsb. namanya juga masih anak, mana ada duit buat nyenengin..
oh ya dan krn gw mau this holidays to be guilt-freeee!

Add My Plurk Please

2009-05-17T10:34:00.003+07:00

haiah, susah bener sih gw sebenernya maleees cuman emang udah bikin some time ago dan iseng jadi.. invite gw ya muahahah

http://plurk.com/nabilaila/invite

teh celup itu berbahaya

2009-05-15T17:30:00.006+07:00

WHAT I LEARNED TODAY: teh celup itu ngga boleh di reuse, karena kertas saringnya (yang mengandung daun teh nya itu) berbahaya! *dari Bu Herni, guru Kimia, pada saat sedang membahas Koloid :p

hey. couldnt go on yesterday, had a lesson. it was Renin's birthday, and also Joey's (wherever you are and how ever you've been, happy birthday my ingenius, talented friend, best wishes from your grade 3 crush! haha (Y) thankyou for the 'nasi goreng' and other indonesian food moments). i went home, feeling about calling Rona or Cita if they were goin straight home but somehow, i couldnt be bothered. sorry guys i miss yous a lot, but it was a hot day i wanted to get out of Blok M..
when i was in the bus i felt my phone vibrate.. but thought it was a hallucination, probably a text message but didnt care. then when it rang for the 3rd time, i checked and it was Efi calling, but Rona was speaking, she asked me where i was and turns out they were about to celebrate Renin's bday at Cafe Strawberry, damn no one told me! err felt rather shit. but all's well, turned out Rona didnt go either because there were more of IPA 2 people. so yea.

im planning to meet Janit and Icha tomoz and watch Angels and Demons, yay :D its bin nearly a year since i saw Janit.. im sure it'll be a great girls day out :)

okay, i failed the "motivation" plan. here's to "i can do it tomorrow", great! -_-
regrets always come after mistakes. now i wont have proper study time to study the minors, let alone the majors, probably i'll end up late night studying on the last week (again and again).

i really want to watch Grey's Anatomy. my season 2 dvds would do.. sigh. checked out their website and watched the spoiler vids.. damn GEORGE GOT BURNED!!! WTF THATS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! and IZZIE, i dont know i hope she wont die, pleaseee.

Wednesday, last day of short hols

2009-05-13T17:36:00.004+07:00

it shouldnt even be called a holiday, even for a short-period one. pathetic. why dont they just let us have the whole week off.. today Hanif (yes, my friend from primary in Melb who me and Dwen used to hate LOL. but we come in peace now, forget about childhood arguments, they were stupid anyway.) came over as he planned to ask me some bio bout plant reproduction (?) which i did NOT have, on my indicator sheet. plus the night before i was looking in my book and there was only a little bit i mean only a page and one paragraph on the next one, how unimportant is that? but turns out i read the wrong section HAHAH -_- but when he arrived and found out i didnt study that, i ended up asking him to help solve some of my maths problems which i havent bin taught yet. so yea it was pretty helpful.

we talked about our schools, i mean i thought he was handling it well at 8 and he was probably smarter than i am, plus how boys take it so much easier.. well turned out wrong. not all of it, i mean he told me he was kinda grounded in this period of hols for getting a bad mark for maths. so its lucky that he was even allowed to come i guess, ya alesannya juga belajar so why not, and his mum knows my mum and so on blabla haha miss my childhood, i miss Clayton, i miss the charcoal chicken and the hot chips, the weird smell of the old trains.. sigh. be strong nab, you'll get there in 2 months.. STUDY HARD, STAY FOCUS, AND DONT LET ANYTHING FUN DISTRACT YOU WHILE YOU HAVENT DONE YOUR EXAMS YET!!

then Preste came and we sorta stopped; damn he brought the mood of plaaay hahaha aaaand we ended up having lunch, watching Parental Control and The Biggest Loser, which inspired Preste to lose weight again! you go bro. Icha came by late hahah oh well she and Preste has 2 weeks of hols damnit. but the negs for them is lack of studying which means if they dont start studying they might not get good marks, which might happen to YOU nab so stop wasting time and get a move on i mean i cant believe it myself i havent even done a summary for reproduction yet! oh come ooooon. okay im kinda goin offtrack here :p after that we went to Ayam Kalasan which me, Icha and Preste always wanted to go to since year 8 but we never got around to it because of a lot of things. yeah pretty nice love the sambel but i wouldnt call it best, still its tops for around the house meal. plus i had es campur afterwards.
hehe oh yeah almost forgot! i learned to ride the motorcycle hahah damnit. i got the feeling similar to when i tried driving the car, the feeling of not ready to handle higher responsibilities. stupid eh? but maybe i am, not ready to grow up yet. or maybe i really need to and get out of my comfort zone. i dont know, you tell me.

you know something? you can never be always serious and on the right track. suddenly you'll fall out of it and wont care, just to have a slight of fun. yeah, maybe thats what's happening to me. and maybe what my parents said was true; i dont have any humor. sigh. and i get fucked up when dad cracks up something to do with me. im sorry guys, i love you.really.

*i wish i had my own pictures to put up but i dont really have time right now. peef. but the italic words are my own. i'll try and submit my writings again soon. i have plenty in stock :)

another Personality Quiz - even MORE accurate!

2009-05-11T19:45:00.003+07:00

For 41,18 % you are: Personality B
IN LAMENS TERMS
Your Personality name is “ The Cheese Hybrid” a kind of “The Multifarious Observer”

Your genius level: (Based on a scale of 1-10) you scored: 8.6-9.6 (semi-genius)

Your personality brief: Like the nursery rhyme; “The cheese stands alone” describes your work ethic; you are a loner born (?!) and bred. You work best when alone. Very independent and idealistic. Your personality is very distinctive, original and unique. You are extremely creative and intellectual. Thorough, expressive, and contemplative at times. You often enjoy indulging in time to think things through rather than do things rashly. Scientific mindset. Optimistic in means of survival yet cynical in times of doubt. You appreciate deep music and art. You can be sarcastic (okay i know -_-) and have an over-active personality, which is a very good attribute. Kindness and sincerity reflects you in every aspect. You are very sensitive, compassionate, romantic and value love. Very attentive and observant of surroundings and tend to mock reactions when uncertain of behavior.

Good side of your personality: You are a very good listener and people look to you for your input and advice. You can interpret things in a way that is acknowledged as valuable and people respect and admire your intelligence in matters.

Bad side of your personality: You can come across as arrogant and stubborn sometimes. You can be very cold when angry. Tend to second guess yourself. People take advantage of your kindness. Also you can come across as undeceive and unsure.

Career calling: Pursue a career in something that will reveal your abilities in processing information, listening skills, creativeness, and intellectual self like becoming a writer, artist, psychologist, counselor, executive, business or design professional, lawyer, interior design, or wedding planner. If those are not your callings, try seeking a profession that will assist mankind for the greater good. The world needs you.

Relationships: You are the model romantic. You give your all in relationships but tend to harbor your true feelings when in doubt. Don’t hold back! Your passion for love and life is immense and sometimes is unappreciated by your choice in partners in the past. Your relationships are usually long lasting and loyal in being with someone you least expected rather than the ideal candidate in your eyes. Your relationships are at its best when first developed as good friends with strong compatibility in the same interests. Although love at first sight can be what you always wanted in your eyes, it can also be deceiving. You are extremely sexual when discovered and your partner likes this about you. Beware that your partner is more focused on your sexual talents rather than your talents at heart (?!). Growth of a relationship means exploring each other in all aspects more than just psychical attraction or the enjoyment of ones company. Being in-tune with oneself means you are easily in-tune with your partner’s feelings. Don’t isolate yourself into a relationship you know isn’t working. If you gave your all, you gave your all. Don’t hinder your romantic heights to love someone who does not deliver love back. Only settle for the best (you are worth it). Sturdy relationships lie in the east with a creative and deep Virgo, swift Libra, fun and interesting Aquarius, (my exes and ex crush are.. wow!) and passionate Capricorns. Beware of the dominant Leos, the deceiving Sagittarius and the persuasive Cancer.

Future at a glance: You have a very prosperous, fun future in the stars wake IF you allow it to be. Be weary…a decision coming up VERY soon might decide your fate and happiness later on in life. Don’t act upon it with initial reaction. Take time to think things through. Don’t wear black this coming Friday. To solve a problem you are facing now, consult drinking lemon juice mixed with salt, sugar, and hot water. Very soon you are in store for a surprise. And last, you recently developed a bad habit and could hinder how people could perceive you as.

Advice: Stay the way you are. Let go of things you can’t change, build the perseverance to change the things you can, and acknowledge the wisdom you possess to know the difference.

curious?
http://www.allthetests.com/quiz09/quizpu.php?testid=1092339227&katname=Complete-Personality-Profiles

Only Hope

2009-05-08T19:28:00.004+07:00

hello hello hello!
sooooooo this week's bin pretty nice actually! first of all me and a couple of those crazy chicks (plus dude-to-be, ehem peace muh :p), were talking about making cakes and stuff to cook, i forgot when exactly and how or what really inspired us to talk about it, but well on monday stephanie brought this cinnamon cake from home and it tasted real nice! aaaaaahh and you know how i LOVE cinnamon. mmm so i wrote down the recipe, and after that we talked some moree and and ooh from last week i started selling klepon right, you know, those yummy little green rice-flour balls covered in coconut shreddings with melted palm sugar in it? yeah haha i only bought a few but hey turned out that my friends liked them! SO the next topic was about jajanan pasar which means traditional cakes you can find at traditional markets..

lol then we had this brilliant idea:

why dont we go to one of our houses and bake some cakes, before that go to the morning market and buy those traditional cakes?!

yaaaaay! oh and it gets better too ;D we were talking (singing actually) old movie soundtracks like Only Hope - A Walk to Remember (i sooo want to watch that who has the dvd?!), and Cry, and and Iris - Goo Goo Dolls and such, oh myyy so we decided that we would watch old movies as well while at Stephanie's! PLUS because of Aphe, Auliana and some guys who were playing the guitar, it inspired us to have a BAND PRACTICE MUAHAHHAA yes and i will play the organ at fanny's. pity she doesnt have a piano or keybaord at least, but oh well it will do :) at least we can make some noise baby ahaha how fun would it be! im soo excited for monday :DDD

hmmmmmmmmmf

2009-05-05T19:43:00.002+07:00

okay. so i cant type that much now, because iam only here for 'assignmenting'. and my parents prbably will get intheir room again in some moment. i will tell the whole freaking story tomoz insya Allah, but one thing, one unimportant thing; me and Indah have started gossiping (no, facting (wtf)) about this particular guy in our class which we both admire.. muhahah nothing serious. but he's the ost decent one in our point of views :p its a veery gigglish moment when we start talking about him or when he comes up to the front to solve some physics problem or sumthin like that. LOL

a controversial photo

2009-05-02T09:48:00.005+07:00

hahaha. ive bin wanting to post this up from some time ago but just couldnt bring it up to my thoughts. jadi begini ceritanya. bulan maret yang lalu, seluruh anak2 SMA 6 pergi ke Puspiptek, Serpong untuk outing class. seperti biasa, pasti semuanya pada foto2 kan. nah ada satu foto sekelas, (ya kurang lengkap sih tapi setidaknya ukurannya 'sekelas' lah), yang HEBOH banget sampe commentnya sampe banyak bngt. kenapa? padahal itu foto ga terlalu memiliki aib or anything yang sampe kocak banget, TAPI gara2 satu nama yang adalah Muharrom Syahrul Akbar, foto itu jadi rame dan bikin kelas ribut. gokil. ini dia fotonya..

dan ini adalah comment2nya, click to enlarge -_-

tapi ntar lagi ya ini baru sebagian hehe ciao!

friday and saturday were the best :(

2009-04-27T08:02:00.003+07:00

haah apa-apaan ini.
you shouldn't play around with fire. why would you pry up feelings thats been buried, half-buried in her case, if you dont want to commit? are you trying to do this on purpose? you already know everything, everything she told you, don't use it against her and make her feel weak.. she's weak enough already. maybe you think that it's because you need her as one of your best mates but would you still approach someone who had fallen for you, would you still be 'besties' when you've hurt her? that's sick. but on the other hand she doesn't.. seem to mind. play her fake, plastic heart. err. or maybe not so plastic. she can put up with your bullshit alright. she loves them doesn't she. she'd rather live in the bullshit world of words you tell her rather than suffering in one of emptiness and desperation. this cannot be helped.

Fazkia Comes To Indo

2009-04-25T13:43:00.004+07:00

Yes, the focus sucks. But this pic was rather hard to take
I had to prop up my cam on 2 ashtrays -_-

yay! i finally met Fuzzy AND Dwenda yesterday, since we had to wait for her to finish her UAN. so we went to fX to have some laughs. and it turned out we all brought cameras hahah which is good good, due to my cam cant adapt so well in certain light conditions -_- sometimes i think it has an outdoor personality (wtf), like its owner LOL.

so we met at 11.40ish and dwen came by some hour later. oh we had fun alright ;) i hope dwen will be able to come with me, fam, fuz and sandra to

Fazki and Dwen xo

GC and even better, Melb! aah hope she can get into PTN, amin so she can save up some money for our trip yay :D my prayers be with you sis.
we ate at Pepper Lunch, awesome mirrors there hahah then made our way all around fX hunting for places. but we couldnt find the place we wanted, so we went to Amadeus. after all the chitchats and lovetalk (nobody's changed, in a good way teehee), we met our parents at Ya Kun Kaya (shame i was too full to try some :p they're one of my favourites). took pics again there, to sum it up. after some time,
we went home. gosh i rly hope we can spend the holidays together this year..

the Sound of Music

2009-04-23T11:59:00.005+07:00

last night i watched the Sound of Music for the umpteenth time. i haven't watched it for quite some time, years actually, since we left the vcd at Melbourne (i think), so last weekend surprisingly my mum, wonderful mum bought the original dvd. how cool is that! since its my fave moviee and a family favourite as well. and i decided to watch it last night, ended up finishing at something past 12. i actually learned a few lessons.. might post them later when i have time. anyway here is one of the lyrics, Maria and Liesl sang (the other version of Sixteen going on Seventeen by Liesl and Ralph), which made me quite thoughtful.. hmm.. tell me, what do you think? leave a comment please ;) thankies.

Sixteen Going on Seventeen
Maria: You are sixteen going on seventeen
Waiting for life to start
Somebody kind who touches your mind
Will suddenly touch your heart
Liesl: When that happens, after it happens
Nothing is quite the same
Somehow I know I'll jump up and go
If ever he calls my name
Maria: Gone are your old ideas of life
The old ideas grow dim
Lo and behold you're someone's wife
And you belong to him
You may think this kind of adventure
Never may come to you
Darling sixteen going on seventeen
Wait a year . . .
Liesl: I'll wait a year . . .
Maria: Just wait a year . . .
Maria and Liesl: Or two

addicted to Grey's Anatomy

2009-04-20T08:37:00.004+07:00

Meredith Grey: Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.

god i LOVE that quote! love grey's anatomy - and i really will buy the dvds once EVERYTHING school-related is over for the semester.

Dr. Meredith Grey: After all this time, all your warnings about me sleeping with my boss and you're doing the same exact thing.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Oh, it's not the same thing.
Dr. Meredith Grey: It's the exact same!
Dr. Cristina Yang: No, it's not. You and McDreamy are in a relationship.
Dr. Meredith Grey: And you and Burke are in?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Switzerland. It's very neutral there and they make very nice watches.

Cristina: This is me being supportive. Meredith: Really? Cristina: Yeah, fine, I'm totally supportive. Go. Meredith: OK. The man I love has a wife and then he chooses her over me. And that wife takes my dog—OK, she didn't take the dog, I gave it to her, but I didn't mean to give it to her, I meant to give it to him—but that does not change the fact that she's got my McDreamy. And my McDog. She's got my McLife! And what have I got? -sits up-You know, I can't remember the last time we kissed. 'Cause you never think the last time is the last time, you think there'll be more. You think you have forever, but you don't. Plus my conditioner decided to stop working and I think I have brittle bones. I just-I just need something to happen. I need a sign that things are gonna change. I need a reason to go on. I need some hope. And in the absence of hope, I need to stay in bed and feel like I might die today. Cristina: [throws back blanket] Whatever - everybody has problems. Now get your ass out of bed and get to work. NOW! Move! Move! Move!

CRISTINA: "You're eight feet tall. Your boobs are perfect, your hair is down to there. If I was you I would just walk around naked all the time. I wouldn't have a job, I wouldn't have any skills, I wouldn't even know how to read. I would just be... naked." IZZIE: "It's all makeup. Retouching." CRISTINA: "You get that we hate you, right?"

this one underneath is one of my fave, hahah

Izzie: [standing in the bathroom, outside the shower, where George is] I reminded you before you went.
George: I forgot when I got there.
Izzie: No. [she opens the shower door]
Izzie : No, you were so passive aggressive!
George: Naked! I am naked in the shower!
Izzie: [closes the shower door] Just tampons, George! I really needed tampons. God! [Meredith enters the bathroom] Izzie: I'm not riding in the same car as him.
Meredith: [looks at Izzie, who is standing in her "Hello Kitty" underwear] Unless you're going like that, you're not riding with me either. Where are the tampons?
Izzie: He didn't buy them.
Meredith: [to George] You didn't buy them?
George: Men don't buy tampons!
Izzie [opens the shower door again, and George falls over] You know what? You're gonna have to get over the whole man thing, George! We're women! We have vaginas! Get used to it! [she walks out of the bathroom, leaving George lying on the floor of the shower]
George: I am not your sister! [he slams the shower door]

George (to Meredith): You don't get to choose. I know you've been going through a bad time. I know you miss Shepard. And I know that your life has, admittedly, been pretty unpleasant these days. You get points for breathing in and out. You get to be a little selfish. But you don't get to choose a dog over me... I'm George. I sleep down the hall from you. I buy your tampons. I have held your hand, every time you asked. I've earned the right to be seen. To be respected. To not have you think of me, as less than a dog that you got at the pound. So, I'm not moving out. Whether you like it or not, I'm staying.

Hidden Name Meaning

2009-04-18T08:28:00.005+07:00

You Are Dreamy and Distracted

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

and here's his: i only pasted the ones that are different to mine

You Are Carefree and Passionate

"You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them."

LOL these stuff are quite scary sometimes. I love those sites hahah

i found this from a friend's note. its pretty accurate (Y)! wanna try? http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/
enjoy!

mehh

2009-04-17T17:31:00.002+07:00

hadooooooooooooooh. udah lah, im tired. im sick of you contacting me. stop it, please, if you start again somehow it turns into pleasure, it makes me smile, i dont want to smile if you're the reason. please. do you think im the only person you can update on your uphill 'career'? i shouldnt have been nice to you today. not even last night, when i regretted the text that i sent in the afternoon. shoot.

im absolutely looking forward to having fun and completely ignoring your messages. NEXT WEEK. IF, we dont meet.

one (not so) fine wednesday

2009-04-15T19:00:00.004+07:00

phew, the 3 day period of school starting at 11.30 is finally over! no more "uncontrollable tanning" -___- "why?" you may ask, its becoz since i got back from Bali my skin got tan right (no one believe me that my normal skin colour is almost white), it actually looked NICE, i mean it still looks like reaaally-lightly, toasted bread HAHA kok dibandinginnya sama toast deh oh well u know what i mean, nah tapi pas di jakarta i went out in the sun again, jadi agak men-dark dan tercampurlah tan-nya Bali dan "tan" nya Jakarta, which is not good people, not good. jadinya mencoklat gitu tapi anehhh ew like dirty brown. hahaha. ditambah bokap gw yg suka ngajak berenang while he and my mum goes fitnessing. sumpah kayanya ga terlalu worth it deh krn skrg di PI itu weekends 50! najong mana gw berenang cuma 1-1.5 jam krn takut iteem haha cepet panasnya sih makanya mesti jam 6 dari rumah bahkan kurang dari itu. ckck.

yang menyebalkan adalah for the last 3 days i went naik metro and its so freakin HOT. maksud gw cuacanya, gila panas terik dan POLUSI DIMANA MANA ya ya ampuun. gw bukannya ngeluh and dont think that im a spoiled bitch who goes everywhere with a car, i mean i go home by bus. tapi supir ibu gw udah bener2 keterlaluan deh. gw cuma minta tlg anterin pagi ini doang, TAPI dia blg ga bisa krn mesti anter bokap gw dari UPH ke kantornya di Tomang, trus jemput adek gw pulang sekolah. padahal adek gw juga keluarnya jam 12.15.. ckck gw dari rumah juga 11.30 ya ampun. nenek gw aja ampe kesel bngt dan cerita ttg keributan yg dia bikin sampe kakek gw marahin dia hahahah mampus kan. dasar emang. grr depan ortu gw doang dia baik2 tapi sama gw, adek gw, kakek dan nenek gw ngga ada sopannya sama skali. sigh.

i cant wait for next week's holiday! why? gue kangen semua temen2 gue. no exceptions! dari temen2 tk, temen sd, sampe temen2 smp dan juga temen2 kelas 1 sma dulu.. ya ampuun rasanya pengen jalan sama semuanya! tapi gw mesti belajar juga nih nyicil buat ub 3 haha parah deh ah gw pengeen bngt mempertahankan prestasi serta kedudukan gw dan kalo bisa (amin) meningkatkannya. setidaknya ga turun lah.. tadi gw sm aul ke ccf beli tiket buat nonton salah satu film yg diadain film festival prancis hihi akhirnya kesampean juga deh, dulu tuh icha suka ngasitau.. tapi baru skarang beneran nontonnya :) pas keluar, ktemu si aphe sama yasintha, haha udah nyampe aja mereka disitu dari sekolah.

oh yea one wonderful news : ALHAMDULILLAH BIO GW GA ADA YANG REMED SAMA SEKALI! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAY makasih ya Allah gw bersyukur bngt akhirnyaa setelah sekian lamaa gw bisa ga remed juga! sebel bngt gila pas kls 1 sm bu Diah tuh gw cuma pernah remed SATU KALI dan itu hanya SATU INDIKATOR pas UB PERTAMA SEMESTER 1 KELAS X! gila mana essay terus dulu, tapi alhamdulillah ya lancar.. hihi terimakasih ya Tuhan. ya gw masih sedih ttg OSN bio yang gw ga jadi, mana buat bhs inggris di batalin deh kayanya. ga mungkin diadainnya terpisah, orang yg lain udah seleksi jaksel gitu.. ckck. ya mungkin emang udah bukan jalannya, and there's a better thing for me waiting down the end of the road.. semoga rona, lintang sm bimo masuk 25 besar, amin.

cheers,
nvy xo

come again?

2009-04-14T08:17:00.002+07:00

seriously i dont know what is going on in his mind. YESTERDAY afta school i arrived rather wet because of the damned rain (thankfully it wasnt that bad), got my mob out of my bag and there was a message from him. i smiled smugly. muhahaha ada apa ini anak sms sms gw lagi! kangen? kenjenben. z z so ya basa basi gitu as usual."nab, apa kbr?" kabar pantat, pegel. ahelah ya so i answered it. trus ngobrol gt trus minta doain buat yg dia ke bali training camp. hedeeeeh capeknya. trus pake " =D" segala lagi. cahh. "makasih nab =D" trus kan online gitu dan tb2 nykpnya mau pake komp, dia blg tapi masih pengen ngobrol nab, sms aja ya? hmm gw blg ya boleh tapi ga bisa lama2 coz i have homework hehe trus dia blg oh yaudah besok aja (or smacam itu lah i forgot). ga mau ganggu, hehe. oke. byeeeeeeee (gw dengan semangat akhirnya the conv ended haha).
yasu dia off trus ga lama kemudian dia sms, "nab sori i couldnt go online for long. i promise tomoz ya :D ?" HAH? PAKE PROMISE SEGALA?? yaoloh im not even sure gw bisa online malem hari ini haha. theres that freakin sinem proposal urgh and i bet i'll be the one who's gonna type some -_- males les les bener2 udah holiday spirit nih gw! haha parah.

but i cant deny that after all that, malemnya gw agak insom gitu sih baru tidur jam 11 (thats my type of insom which is not really an insom haha). and gw like, masih pengen cerita2 gitu jadinyaa, ah ga tau lah. like i just caught up with an old friend. aduh. tuh kan emang susah deh kalo cowo deket sm gw. hahaha ive always wanted an older brother :'( thats why i like guy bestfriends but its hard and hardly works because if i dont fall for him, HE would fall for me. susah2. rasanya pengen gitu, lately ive bin finding that image of brother-sister thing in class (ya, ga usah susah2 nyarinya). the only guy-best-friend i have, a PURE one without any of those sick feelings is preste, but somehow.. the satisfaction isnt there. (haha does that sound wrong? i dont mean like loveydovey stuff no of course not, we're talking about besties anyway). so yea. its hard.. life is about learning to cope with it though and im not complaining :)

oh ya, another thing. i just opened fb and cakra's profile pic, it was the one at his bday where i was next to him with all of our friends but he cropped it, and it was only me and him? hmm i dont rly agree with that.. haha males bngt kalo ka affan/affin ngeliat pasti dicak2in lagi -_-
but iam quite thrilled to hear that ghaly, yes angie's long lost gebetan from junior high, USED TO BE AS CRAZY AS HER. wow. gila. unbelievable! dan pernah ngaku she was HIS GIRLFRIEND. wow. i hope wonderful things would come for her soon. amin :)

oficially, (too not) over you

2009-04-13T09:37:00.003+07:00

what is wrong with me. i had to delete some of my inbox contents because it was (as usual) showing 95% full. but as i went through of course i just had to peek in some of his. you know how i can never tell whether what he is saying is the truth or not, but sometimes i believe that.. he is sincere, in most (or less) convos. sigh. bener2 bikin pusing. i think, it was on friday night when i came back from bandung, i cried. yeah. just because i saw the recent pics.. no not because im JEALOUS its finding the fact that i can never be close to him as we are of "BEST FRIENDS" as he say, if we still are. why? for the obvious reasons.
1. different schools
2. we're too busy with our own activities
3. to get free time and spend it to hang out, its just not that.. "important", for us ( i think) because WHAT IS THERE TO DISCUSS WHEN NOTHING IS TO TALK ABOUT? i mean lets face it, hes probably thinking 'oh now that she knows the truth we should never be as close as before, she might like me again' HAH! fuck you if you EVER think of that! do u think your so WOW that ppl soo ADORE you?! damn. but still when i saw those 'sincere' messages, i.. long for an old friend :'( how sad -_- i dont know what to doooo.
he's carved in too deep and probably doesnt know it.

its 9.49 am and school starts at 11.30 from today to wednesday. shoot.

HUAHAHAHHA MY DAD IS SOO TOP AMONG COLLEGE STUDENTS (Y)

2009-04-07T18:54:00.003+07:00

yes as you can read.. the title pretty much tells it all. so yesterday on the 6th of april was my dad's birthday. and u know what, i looked at his profile just then and he got a lot of bday messages yesterday! and heres one i picked which is freakin hilarious! im not sure if its from his colleague or mahasiswa (for those who dont know he is a lecturer (is that right?) / dosen, as we call it). but one thing for sure.. its made my day (Y) LMAO

Benedicte Olivia Febe Bangg Yosss!!! Happy Birthdaee!!! Semogaa SBY alias Sebenernya Bang Yos, kepillih lg jadi President RI!!! biar dunia perbankan Indo makin maju!! cihuyy...

Malem2 jalan2 anker,
Kalo laper makan bihun..
Bang Yos emang Banker
Selamat Ulang tahun...

^^ yeaaaa!! sehat selalu, makin brilliant, harmonis selalu ma keluarga, Hidup SBangYos!!! heheheehe....

forgotten things about Monday

2009-04-07T18:33:00.004+07:00

oh yea i forgot, jadi kmaren tuh Bu Herni, guru kimia gw cerita2 tentang simak gitu kan. hmh. emang masuk fkui tuh susahhh bngt. kalo pun dapet PMDK, katanya pilih jurusannya yang passing gradenya standar2 aja lah, katanya bgitu. gw denger gitu langsung shock, aaah ya masa gitu sih??! gila gw udah semangat2 begini, mesti nurunin target sih?? yaa semoga aja lah gw tetap termotivasi dan bisa masuk FKUI, amin... parah ah kalo misalnya gw bisa pmdk tapi.. masuk fmipa-biologi (masih untung kalo keterima! haha) tapi rasanya NANGGUNG BANGET.

hmmm. tapi ntah knapa.. rasanya mungkin aja gitu gw bisa. oke, gw tau dan nyadar bahwa masih abnyak orang yang sangat ointer bahkan genius di luar sana yang akan menjadi saingan gw. tapi ENTHA KENAPA i dont know why, i feel like theres some chance in percentage that i will still be accepted (amin)! insya Allah deh, gw belajar dan belajar, intinya terus latihan (kata bu herni) dan bimbel itu sebnernya ngga akan efektif kalo misal kita pulang maleeem terus dan capek krn itu doang, dan akhirnya ga ada waktu buat LATIHAN SOAL di rumah, ya mungkin aja bsia jadi gw ga bimble taun depan. mgkn aja gw tetep bisa privat sama ka aam (amin!!!)

hah! jadi semangat. haha tapi masih capek ni zz, semoga aja papa bisa keterima PR di melb aminn

i have a lot of hopes atm *

angiee :D

2009-04-07T18:26:00.002+07:00

i finally met angie today! haha akhirnya, stelah berbulan2 ga jadi2 ktmu, ngaaw i still miss her. an hour wasnt enough. i joked to her about why she didnt ask "her friend" to come along. and she thought, 'what? dantha?" HAHA noo but she got who i meant :p tadi ktmu arlin juga. tau gitu gw ajak fanny juga deh, hehe. its still funny about what she said about 'his' POKERFACE LOL. ya dan ternyata emang he has these 'kecenderungan's yang grrr emang ya bener2 bikin gw kesel dan makin ilfil! iuh. yea iam really over him now. like TOTALLY 100%. not gonna mess with him anymore, no more nice girl. hmmh still pretty tired from ub.. mdan but im glad tomoz is the last dya of school for the week, and the next day we will go to bandung! insya Allah. yaaaaaaaaaayyy!

boys -_-

2009-04-05T09:03:00.003+07:00

they're like rain, unpredictable and can come down crashing hard or can be gentle and soft but continuosly gets harder every minute - NVY, 050409 (hey nice date btw!! 5+4=9 (Y))

damn. what is wrong with him?? im like a person who he comes up to when he is bored or feels nothing else can be done. who does he think i am, a rubbish bin of feelings he can vomit in?! fuck up man, youre too confusing!

yesterday after he texted a bit he asked me to go online, which i did because i was already on the computer. but my sister was nagging me to get off so i did, and i said goodbye without any sorries or without showing any "sorry" that i had to go off, he texted me the night and said sorry if he was bothering me..!? i mean wtf i told him the truth why i went off but he didnt seem to believe me. dasar emang. gw aja yang mau TRY to trust you aja IM TRYING tapi kalo lo? no, you dont believe in ANYONE because you LIE TOO MUCH and you CANT trust anyone because you yourself actually cant be trusted by anyone!!

give me the truth and nothing but THE TRUTH and maybe i can be your 'best friend' again. maybe, someday when iam long gone somewhere we'll be too far apart and i'll already have a husband and cute kids. hahaha. so long my friend.

( shut up and stop telling me stories if the they're only stories).

z

2009-04-04T18:07:00.000+07:00

hemm dia sms lagi yaudah lah a friend is a friend

let me breathe

2009-03-31T14:30:00.002+07:00

lagi ub. gw sempet stres kmaren malem. gila. kan tadi tuh mtk, prancis, sm pkn. nah gw kmaren les jam 4 (tadinya gw maunya jam 3 tapi guru gw telat dtgnya), selesai jam 8 tapi ga maksimal lah trus jam 9 gw mulai buka buku lagi gw ringkas lagi tuh mat tapi pikiran gw anjrit kemana2 nyet stres bngt, mikir bu kd rada2 lah karena dia ga ngerti apa 3 pelajaran sehari tuh ga bakal bisa maksimal masuk smuanya ke otak?! ya mungkin kalo jaman dia dulu bisa ya karna teknologi belom secanggih skarang, makanya orang tua tuh skarang ngomel2 mulu " gimana sih kamu, dulu tuh orang ga ada yang males!" dll ya karna GA ADA GODAAN tau huh apa2an dan dulu kata bokap gw sendiri ya, ad bbrp plajaran, dia liat plajaran gw, itu tuh baru diajarin pas kuliah! anjir2 emang dasar indonesia tuh apa2n sih gw lama2 jadi bete juga tau. gini ya gw aja adaptasi 3 tahun baru bisa memaksimalkan daya dan kapasitas serta ability buat sesuai dengan indo, belom cobaan kaya 3 pelajaran sehari gini gila apa.. GA ADA YG MAKSIMAL TAU NGGA! pengen marah2 rasanya kmaren gw pengen update status facebook susah amat, ga bisa2

oh ya dan 1 hal lagi yg bikin gw ksel adalah: kmaren mlm si my-used-to-be-"bestfriend" sms gw. apa2an sih! "Nab. Pa kbr?"
woaah bikin emosi aja dan ALHAMDULILLAH! GW UDAH NGA ADA FLUTTERING FEELINGS ANYMORE YEAAAYAYAYAY iam OFFICIALLY NEUTRALIZED muahaha.
ya gw bales aja,
buruk ki (oops seharusnya disensor tapi ya ga apalah). masih blajar buat ub. how do you know im still awake? (since he usually texts me like 9.30 paling malem kalo hari skolah krn dia juga capek). kmren itu udah 21.48an lah.
dia blg. "oh. haha, i didnt know. gw ub mulai hari rabu. gw gangu ya?"
(ya, jelas lo ganggu, haha tapi kasar ah ntar dia bneran marah sm gw, gw sih ga mo cari musuh tapi menghindar secara halus ah)
gw pn menjawab, "oh rabu. iya ganggu bngt. hahaha, ya kpn2 ya ngobrolnya. sorry, night"
TUH! masih halus kan? ya bagus lah, masi mending ada ha2 nya. kalo ngga bisa dikira sebel bneran, hahah. ketauan deh. yaudah gw mau tidur dlu capek bner kmrn jam 23.30 tidur dan resenya adek gw tidak memiliki kesadaran utk bangun lebih awal dan mandi dluan! udah kelas 4 masih kaya anak kecil! tidur semau hati! (hah ngamuk)

yaudah. laters.

My 5 recent self-realizations!

2009-03-28T09:28:00.001+07:00

1. iam more and more obsessed with wheat-based food. tiap kali nyium bau roti, pasta, serealia dan semacamnya, gw pasti langsung pengen makan itu, walaupun udah kenyang dan baru makan. ya ampun, sumpah gw ngga tau knapa! padahal kalo buat golongan darah O (kata buku diet golongan darah sehat sih), gandum tuh mesti dihindari, karena it makes the blood clot and stuff. zz. dairy produts juga, walaupun gw ngga sesering itu minum susu dan makan yoghurt, keju, eskrim sebanyak gandum sih. ya tetep aja, semuanya aja yang gw suka dilarang! haha

2. i like my 'alone-environment'. ya bukan berarti gw introvert banget orangnya, tapi beneran deh kan adek gw itu tidurnya ngga sekamar sama gw, dan gw sejak kelas.. 3 sd kali ya udah tidur sendiri krn dia ngga mau tidur sm gw krn takut gelap (waktu itu dia masih 2 taunan), eh malah keterusan skarang. gw bingung kapan ya dia tidur sndiri? dia itu ngga punya kamar tetap, kadang tidur sama ortu gw, kadang sama nenek-kakek gw. ya itu ga penting, intinya gw suka dengan kesendirian gw itu, gw suka suasana privatenya where i can be myself and do whatever i like. BUT I WANT MY OLD ROOM! ITS WAY BIGGER THAN THE RECENT ONE huuh

3. im only interested in a relationship with ONLY someone i have known for at least 2 years. yes, i found that out from a friend of mine, dia blg ke sesorang yg nanya ke dia, nama disamarkan untuk kesejahteraan bersama*

"jadi gw mesti gimana dong? (sama nabila)"
tmen gw: " ya udah deh lo ngga ada harapan lagi, kecuali lo nunggu, dia tuh maunya sama orang yang udah dia knal lama!"
he replied: "jadi.. gw mesti nunggu sampe kuliah dong?"

HUAHAHA sumpah gw ngakak diceritain gitu! tadinya gw ngga sadar. iam a bit picky, i guess. tapi kan its for my own good, gw ngga mau jadian sama orang yg ga bawa manfaat (membawa lo ke jurang kesalahan siapa yang mau sih?) buat gw. ngga sih gw ngga terlalu nuntut, semuanya bakal dateng by itself kok so im not really 'searching' for someone. i'll probably end up with a good old friend! hahah its quite funny and menggelitik actually, the thought of that.. shiver*

4. iam interested with either; smart, sporty, or funny guys.
nyah, thats not really a secret anymore (if you have already realized). cowo itu mesti lebih pinter dari gw (biar gw bisa nanya and he can help me when im confused, lol), dan ga cuma itu jadi mesti berwawasan luas juga.. sporty? oh yes thats bin my criteria since PRIMARY lol!!!! i dont know why maybe becoz they look healthy and dedicated to it. i like that. as for funny, well i guess every guy that ive liked are all funny, they freakin joke around or tease me actually most start from THAT. its annoying at first but when u get to kinow him better and how he is, i get ADDICTED to his jokes and actually crave more (hoping that he would say sumthing funny the next day HAHAH sssht its a secret)

5. i dont like being judged/considered as the always nice girl.
ih sumpah itu nyebelin banget, thats why ive decided to learn to say NO. i dont want ppl to take advantage of me! and ive changed, i mean in junior high ppl might consider me as a shy person but really, i think thats becoz they dont know me well enough. its an insult! so shut up, im pissed. lol. im not shy. i mean ive grown, in senior high ive really gained my confidence in everything, and im more open to do silly things (which i can be, sumtimes) spontaneously.

oh sumthing else, they think im always cheerful, like i dont have any problems at all. fuck. thats why when i get ANGRY (ooh you dont want to see that do you), they get SHOCKED and in the end they act nice in front of me muahahahhahaa itu kocak banget yaaa (for the ppl in XI IPA 1, im sorry but u know that now hahah)

sepertinya itu dulu ya sekarang. hehe mau blajar nih, kalo mau ikut pick my mum up at the airport tomorrow afternoon. laters xo

The Ditching Day

2009-03-25T18:22:00.002+07:00

jadi, kmaren tuh pada bilang ga mau masuk, krn sekarang2 ini kita lagi masuk jam 11.30 krn kls 2 lagi tryout. udah gitu 2 jam pelajaran=40 menit, gila mau dapet apa lo dari situ? akhirnya kan belom terputuskan secara kelas gitu kan, pad amau masuk apa ngga, masih dalam pikiran masing2 ( ya mungkin secara berkelompok kali). gw dkk juga niatnya mau kerumah aul ngerjain tugas OR trus ngegahul deh.

akhirnya setelah menerima sms kmaren yg ga masuk 10 orang di telfonin lah sama walikelasnya, dll gw pergi juga ke rumah aul sm lintang. samope disitu, kita nunggu mayang, indah, sama muharom (iya si nyebelin itu walaupun dia emang baik sih sebenernya), kita ngerjain tugas (gw sama mayang doang yg lain main salon2an ngeritingin rambut lah apa lah haha). tiba2 ada telfon;

Bimo: Bil, kelasnya dimana sih?
Gw: Hah? hahaa gw ngak masuk nih bim
Bimo: Oh? okedeh sip inisekelaspadamaucabutsoalnya, thanks ya!
(ya kurang lebih seperti itu lah apa yg dia katakan)

eh 5 menit kemudian...

Audi: Nabila, nabila dimana?
Gw: Ngga masuk di.
Audi: Hah? ya ampun! aah gimanadongini bu darni udah di kelas gitu dan blablablablabla ga jelas gitu!
Gw: yaudah, pulang aja!
Audi: Iya deh nab iyaya thanks ya nab

iye dah. yang pada salonan ketawa.

trus kita ke pim, makan, trus ktmu si fanny deh disitu. abis itu kita ke sport station tuh si aul nyari baju renang, liat2 eh pas mau turun, gw liat di bawah ada rina sama nyokapnya! haha cabuts juga dia. ternyata tuh katanya yg ke skolah pada cabut akhirnya z z. yaudah stelah ngobrol bentar, kita ke gramed krn pada mau beli pulpen, buku dsb.

abis itu kan niatnya mau cool down di JCO, eh si indah mayang fanny pengen ke metro (krn lg puncak2nya big sale tuh mreka pad amau liat sepatu), eh SUMPAH LUCU2!! aaaaaa mesti ajak bokap banget kesana besok! gw berpikir. (krn nyokap gw belom balik).
stelah melihat2 dan berangan2 akhirnya kita ke dalem, liat2 dress gitu eh akhirnya nyoba, SI FANNY TERNYATA BAWA CAMDIG ya ampuuuuun ga dikeluarin daritadi, ngga bilang2 hah ga ada foto deh rame2 haha. akhirnya kan gw fanny lintang fitting tuh, trus si fanny blg, eh foto yuk! akhirnya foto deh haha

ya krn udah jam 4 akhirnya si mayang mau pulang krn rumahnya kan jauh bisa 2 jam kalo ga salah. yasu akhirnya kita memutuskan utk pulang. rencananya sih kapan2 kita mau nginep trus main2 dressup dandan gitu lol. azek

tuesday morning

2009-03-24T07:51:00.003+07:00

hahah.. iseng2

- if only you werent a faggot.

"Be My Somebody"

I'm too foggy today,
To know what you're sayin',
Your lips are moving so fast,
And I just keep praying,
For them to slow down,
So I can make some sense,
Of the words that are pouring out,
Of your crooked spout.

Last night was a record to be broken,
It broke all over the kitchen floor,
Oh no don't you go,
I'm coming back with a rag,
To wipe away the haze from the days,
We've forgotten all about.

So be my somebody tonight,
Be the one who'll hold me tight,
Honey, please, please,
Cuz I've been so all alone,
And no one will pick up the phone,
So honey, please stay.

I held your head up, do you remember?
When you wanted to make a blanket outta me,
Oh I can't lie ... I been keeping score,
And it's your turn to wring me out,
And lay me down to dry.

So be my somebody tonight,
Be the one who'll hold me tight,
Honey, please, please,
Cuz I've been so all alone,
And no one will pick up the phone,
So honey, please stay,
Honey, please stay,
Honey, please stay.

*Norah Jones

deviantart frenzy

2009-03-23T18:04:00.004+07:00

okay i shouldve written here yesterday instead BUT since i couldnt get on the computer.. well i'll just have to write it now.

u know i checked my deviantart yesterday and guess what??? word cut-outs made "neutralization" a favourite! whoaowowowoaw! now THATS something to be proud of! becoz i rly love her works and she really.. inspires people to write! plus she is either downright depressed (TO THE CORE hell ye) or she's such a mysterious person who has extra-ability to play with words! LOL shes awesomee.. gaah i admire her :D btw shes british.. hmm i woner how old she is but i have a feeling that shes not far from our age.. really her writing is soo intricate (im not sure about the exact meaning of that) but she writes down what she feels like PHYSICALLY like stuff you WANT to get out of you but you just leave it out most times because its HARD to put in words! damnit she good.

oh for those who are confused, in deviantart you can post up photos and writing (such as poetry and prose and their friends) right, and anyone who is a deviant (anyone who has a deviantart account) can make it as a "favourite" if they like it.

theres the proof! i was shocked with joy aahahah its circled in red.
you might wonder "then whats the blue one for"?
WELL.
i checked my dA just now and apparently this person called "kustom-kicks" made one of my deviantID a favourite! im like WTH HAHAHAHAHA because i just uploaded it this morning and it was only a pic of me with my fist on my chin aahah how important is that? its a pretty shit pic as well since i was sick and cheeks were a tad bit chubby. oh well maybe she was bored and had nothing to do. lol. shes got some cool piercings though, i saw.

well mum called last night when dad, hanna and i arrived home from senayan. she said the wedding reception was at noon . i thought it would be in the evening... sigh i wonder what shes done today. id LOVE to go and kick my heels to the city. huhuh i chatted to sandra yesterday as well via facebook and i MISS HER SO BAD asked her to take me shopping once i get to melbourne hah! id have to work my butt of SERIOUSLY now and intend to be offline for 2 weeks (if that is even possible!) at LEAST on facebook (being offline). alright.

well i'll have to go off now ciao amigos!

A Letter for M&D

2009-03-21T14:26:00.005+07:00

i miss my mum :'( and dad won't come home in a couple of hours.

Now I know I'm getting older and hugs are decreasing,
But that doesn't stop me from thinking you're missing.
Wish I could return back more than you gave me
Instead I often hide and won't let you see.
When I grow up I want to be just like you,
Tall, strong, and wise in the things you do.
I'd give my kids time no matter what during weekend,
And lend more than a shoulder when in need of a friend.
Though sometimes miles would keep us apart,
You should know that I love you, you're always in my heart.

wheat lover

2009-03-21T10:29:00.005+07:00

SETAN.
blognya di private, hahah. ngga bisa baca2 colongan lagi dah gw hahaha
oh well, ya punya gw ngga bakal di private jadi FEEL FREE DEH LO TAU KEHIDUPAN GW PERASAAN GW, GW NGGA PEDULI HUH
knapa gw sebel sendiri ya? haha jadi inget si indah bilang kita itu "penguping" z z . lebih tepatnya sih kalo di dunia maya curi2 baca wall orang (mampus ngga tuh).
hari ini ngga jadi jalan kayanya. abisan tadi aja gw baur bangun jam 8, gila batuk makin parah dan badan masi anget, ngga mood gila awalnya mau bikin tugas jaid ngeblog. dan my tastebuds have gone NUMB. gw mau nikmatin roti bakar with melting nutella, peanut butter (hmmm.......) ternyata.... gw ngga bisa ngerasain apa2 sial. cuma cornflakes doang yang masi ada manisnya dikit.

gila ya gw tuh makan yang gandum semua. ngga tau knapa udah menjadi kebiasaan, terobsesi kali huh tiap pagi makan roti mulu kalo ngga sereal, nggaaaaaa bosen2. kemaren aja ya sarapan seperti biasa, roti. krn lagi ada strawberi jadinya gw potong2 tuh masukin di nutella, lumayan. trus gw ngiler ngeliat si lola beli donat yang stick itu, yg seribuan. udah gitu berangan2 beli roti isi keju dan susu. aaaaaa. tapi ngga beli. pulangnya GW MAKAN MIE. gandum LAGI. ckck. padahal ya di buku diet golongan darah sehat itu, gol darah O itu mestinya menghindari GANDUM. tae ah uda gitu dairy products juga! semuanya aja yang gw suka g aboleh! kata nyokap gw sih yauda kalo tubuh kamu ngerasa ga knapa2 sih gpp, ntar aja kalo udah 30an LOL.

(plus sebenernya di sela2 pelajaran gw pulang pengen makan sereal HAHAHAHA udah gila kali makannya itu mulu)

ntar malem mau ke GKJ nonton pertunjukan skolahnya adek gw. caelah anak SD sekarang gaul mainannya konser. hahaha

oh my :'(

2009-03-19T17:41:00.002+07:00

this morning when i arrived in front of my class a few of my friends were talking and i wondered what it was all about, and turns out that OSN competition (National Science Olympics) selection was TODAY. we were shocked since we didnt get notified and havent studied one bit! so we decided to go to the staffroom and ask for infos.. and hell thankful we did coz turns out i got some devastating information .............

"Oh iya, jadi ini buat OSN, hari ini kita seleksi kalian dulu karena banyak peminatnya.."

and i thought.. NO KIDDING.

on tuesday i was sick and didnt come to skul so my friend texted me if i wanted to participate in a competuition ranging from maths, science subjets, and english. she said it was for the nationals, BUT when i asked is this the same like the bio comp that i was already signe up for, she said she didnt know. and i thought that it was a normal competition, general. so i signed up for ENGLISH.

which MEANS I WONT BE COMPETING IN BIOLOGY!! AND I HAVE STUDIED IT FOR WEEKS NOW OOHHHHHHHH MY GOOODDDDD i was feeling weak - i mean i had past exams copied, (and a LOT), BOOKS copied, sigh.. i need to tell my ma but she's in Melbourne right now and i dont know which email she is using..? i'll guess i'll have to wait after dad comes home.

and you know something, the selection test for english was like the exact one as preliminary round last year -________-

I'm baaaaaaack

2009-03-18T19:03:00.004+07:00

well hello! i have decided to activate my blog again. wrong usage of language, hahah i mean ive decided to continue with blogging to save the trees! (save up paper) but the downside is we waste electricity instead, a friend said to me. i replied, well everything needs sacrifice.. LOL which is true but quite sad actually.

soo im gonna tell ya about my day. we had outing class, which means excursion apparently thats a misuse of language again by indonesians. we went to puspiptek which is pusat penelitian ilmu pengetahuan dan teknologi (research centre of science and technology). its located in serpong, and we went there by bus. the whole school went there which is a LOT of number i didnt expect we would all be going, but soo our class had fun though, and i hope we can be more solid :D

there are some funny pictures we took - goofing off as usual whenever we get the chance!

i'll continue tomorrow :D
catch ya later!
*nabs

hey :)

2009-03-17T11:21:00.002+07:00

its bin a damn long time since ive made an entry here.. well anyway i was browsing and did this personality test.. just for fun

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (whoaa so true, lol for the last part of sentence hahah)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (flirt? hmm iya apa im not sure? haha)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (yes very right)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (hmm..)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (yep 100% right)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (this is how i express things to my dad i guess.. lol)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (yaa)

zzzzzzz

2008-12-05T14:53:00.003+07:00

akhirnyaaa ub 3 slesai juga :D
im so freakin tired. i should have studied more last week before ub, tapi rasanya capek terus, akhirnya ga jadi2 kan belajar. padahal udah niat, males ga sih lo kalo udah gitu..
jadinya belajarnya pol2an the night before kan.. hah salah banget tu. apalagi kalo besoknya MATEMATIKA.. salah besar. udah gitu rumusnya banyak banget, ssht jawaban gw yg bner cuma 5-6 an gitu hiks abis sumpah

mau tidur ah sbelom weekend berjalan.. besok shooting spot, trus mo jalan sama keluarga.. minggunyaaaa... wahahhaa asik2. im rly lookin forward to weekend :DD

and no i wasnt lying when i said i pretty much look like a vampire. dark rings under my eyes, oh except that im not as white as vampires are lol. EXHAUSTED. aaah timbunan asam laktat yang berlebihan di otot nih (caelah abis blajar ttg otot jadi gini kan ngmgnya huaha)

Decode - Paramore

2008-11-26T18:51:00.003+07:00

yep, its one of the specially made soundtrack for Twilight the Movieeee!

ive posted the lyrics here so you can sing along to it. its stuck in my head at the mo.
enjoy :)

"Decode"

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight all the time
No care to ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own ("I'm screaming I love you so")
On my own (My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves

Yeah
How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well, yeah yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

Pengamen Misterius

2008-11-25T16:28:00.003+07:00

tadi gw baru pulang, sendiri gara2 buru" mau les. pas gw di bis, ada pengamen. gw lagi rada bete jadinya gw ngelamun aja tuh, tapi gw masih rada ngeh sama sekitar sih. eh si pengamen itu kan udah nyanyi tuh, udah mintain duit pula, dan lo tau apaa?

dia nyanyi lagi.

nah kan gw bingung, trus drrtdrrrtdrt hp gw bergetar. gw liat ternyata dari guru les gw, katanya dia ga bisa dateng hari ini. sial sekali nasib saya. minggu depan udah mo ub gw takut haah. yaudah stlah gw bales, si pengamen minta duit (lagi). mengingat gw ada duit berlebih, gw ngasi tuh. eh pas mo masukin ke kantong permennya itu, dia bilang "anak sekolah ngga usah.."

loh. bingung ga lo? respon gw, "ha? ngga apa2!"
trus dia bilang "anak sekolah kan belom kerja.."
semacam itu. gw kurang denger juga sih dia ngomong apaan. but sumtin like that..

trus pas dia udah ke depan dan ke belakang dan GA ADA SATU PUN yang ngasi duit (gw kurang tau yang pas pertama kali dia nyanyi ada yang ngasi atau ngga), dia ngomel2 sendiri.
"pengamen ga mabok, pengamen yang belom makan, pengamen yang malang, masa ngamen doang ga dapet duit sepersenpun.." (mohon maaf lagi apabila ada kesalahan kata2)
abis itu dia akhirnya turun, udah pasrah gitu kali.

i bet he regrets the fact that he rejected the money that i wanted to give*

hahaha ga deng jahat ah kamu nab.

Teknologi Terbaru Kamera SLR

2008-11-23T19:01:00.003+07:00

Dua kamera keluaran PT Datascrip yaitu Canon EOS 5D dan EOS1D Mark II N, bisa jadi merupakan terobosan teknologi digital terkini dari Canon. Kehadirannya menambah panjang rentetan daftar kamera terbaik di dunia. Tak heran dua produk ini sangat dinanti oleh para fotografer profesional di Indonesia.

Produk Canon EOS 5D sangat prima dalam performanya karena ditunjang oleh frame CMOS sensor.

Canon EOS 5D digital SLR dengan fitur 12,8 MP full-frame CMOS sensor, ditujukan bagi fotografer profesional dan kalangan pecinta fotografi lainnya yang membutuhkan kamera digital SLR full-frame dengan harga yang lebih terjangkau namun tetap andal.

CMOS sensor ini menawarkan perhitungan piksel 4368 horizontal x 2912 vertikal dengan ukuran piksel 8.2 mm. Berukuran fisik sama dengan film 35 mm, CMOS sensor ini mengefektifkan sudut pandang 1x dari EF lens focal length pada umumnya. Fotografer yang ahli dalam menggunakan kamera film 35 mm akan mendapatkan hasil yang sama dengan menggunakan EOS 5D dan akan puas dengan kejernihan dan juga spektrum warna yang dihasilkan. Sebagai tambahannya, CMOS sensornya juga memberikan 4-channel high speed data untuk melihat image yang dihasilkan.

Sementara Canon EOS 1D Mark II N lebih dikenal sebagai kamera andal dan tercepat yang pernah ada. Memiliki kekuatan 8,2 MP CMOS sensor dan teknologi 8-channel high-speed reading yang memberikan kualitas gambar terbaik dengan noise yang hampir tidak ada, serta dilengkapi prosesor DIGIC II sehingga memiliki kecepatan 8.5 fps.

Nah, keren bukan? Hmm jadi pengen nabung, terus tuker tambah deh hahaha :D

Diet Remaja

2008-11-23T18:26:00.004+07:00

Menjadi remaja itu sulit. Peer pressure yang ada yg membuat kita menginginkan body image yang bagus itu besar dan melihat para bintang Hollywood dsb terlihat ramping tidak membantu. Jadi seberapakah berat ideal remaja? Dan pada titik mana diet menjadi eating disorder?

Di dunia yang penuh makanan, sebagian remaja melaparkan diri mereka sendiri.
Anorexia pada remaja sering ditimbulkan oleh perubahan yang besar dalam hidup mereka dan juga akibat masalah keluarga seperti perceraian orang tua.

Jadi apa yang sebenarnya membuat remaja menyiksa dirinya sendiri dengan cara tidak makan yang cukup?
Psikolog Los Angeles, Dr. Melissa Randall mengatakan bahwa media adalah pengaruh yang besar. Ketika ditanyakan apa yang remaja pikir sebagai hasil body image mereka yang kurus namun tidak sehat? Ia menjawab:
"Lelaki impian mereka, masuk ke universitas yang mereka inginkan. Itu sangat irasional, 'jika aku kurus maka aku akan bahagia, aku akan menjadi semua yang aku inginkan,' dan itu sangat tidak benar."

Seorang remaja laki-laki ketika ditanya apakah ia akan khawatir jika pacarnya mempunyai eating disorder menjawab, ya.
Sebenarnya mereka tidak terlalu memikirkan body image yang "perfect" untuk memilih seseorang yang mereka suka..

Ahli diet Los Angeles, Alicia Calvos mengatakan bahwa resep untuk diet yang sukses adalah:
>> Makan makanan yang seimbang dengan teratur
>> Izinkan dirimu untuk makan yang enak2 seperti coklat, es krim, dsb
>> Olahraga kurang lebih 3 jam seminggu

Nah, itu cara makan yang benar, namun bagaimana untuk para orang tua tahu bahwa anaknya mulai mempunyai eating disorder?

1. Mereka menjadi terobsesi mengkritik apa yang ada di piring mereka
2. Mereka mencoba menjauhi makan dengan keluarga agar tidak ada yang tahu apa yang sebenarnya mereka makan
3. Mereka memainkan makanannya, memotong2nya menjadi bagian2 kecil, dimainkan di piring - apapun, selain memakannya
4. Waktu makan diikuti dengan sering ke kamar mandi dalam waktu yang lama dan dapat terdengar suara keran yang dibuka untuk menyamarkan suara muntah.

Sekitar 20% penderita tidak dapat pulih secara total, dan 10% meninggal..

Kita semua lahir dengan bentuk dan ukuran yang berbeda, dan berat yang sehat untuk tipe tubuh kamu sendiri seharusnya menjadi tujuan utama. Kamu boleh diet dan jangan lupa untuk berolahraga secara teratur, tapi jangan terlalu berlebihan. Dan ingat, kurusnya supermodel itu bukan kesenangan semua orang.

Sweet Old Childhood Memories

2008-11-22T09:53:00.004+07:00

when i didnt mind sunburns
when i loved the wind swaying them grass
when we used to look for cicada shells
is there any way to go back in time?

why we used to sing on saturday nights
why we hated morning showers
why we lazed till noon after sleepovers
is it still etched in your mind?

how we went to the city just to see the pigeons
how bbques were just a weekend away
how fat was NOTHING compared to our movements
is that still posibble for us to rewind?

Piano

2008-11-22T09:25:00.007+07:00

Pengen les piano lagi tapi waktunya ga kesampean mulu..
Well anyway here's the lowdown to my favourite musical instrument :)

Grand piano mempunyai frame dan strings nya horizontal, yang menjauhi keys nya. Ini membuat grand piano musical instrument yang besar, yang setting idealnya adalah di ruangan yang luas dengan langit" yang tinggi untuk resonance yang baik. Terdapat beberapa macam ukuran grand piano. Model bervariasi, namun biasanya "concert grand" berukuran tinggi 2.2m-3m, dan "parlor grand" yang berukuran kurang lebih 1.7-2.2 m, dan ada pula "baby grand" yang lebih kecil.

Upright piano, atau vertical piano, lebih compact karena frame dan strings nya vertikal, memanjang atas ke bawah dari keyboard. Salah satu keunggulan dari grand piano dari upright piano adalah grand piano memiliki repetition lever yang tidak dimiliki oleh upright. Ada satu untuk tiap kunci, menangkap hammer yang dekat dengan strings selama kunci dimainkan berulang kali dan dalam tempo yang cepat. Dalam posisi ini, dengan hammer yang berada di lever, pianis dapat memainkan sesuatu berulang kali, staccato, dan trills dengan kecepatan dan kontrol yang lebih memungkinkan dari memainkan di upright.

Ahli Bedah Menukar Kekayaan untuk Senyuman

2008-11-19T07:42:00.006+07:00

Pagi ini, tanggal 19 November 2008, gw baru baca artikel di Jakarta Post, judul aslinya "Surgeon trades riches for a wealth of smiles". Jujur gw sempat menitikkan air mata setelah selesai baca artikel itu. One day when i become a doctor (amin) in any specialisation i do, i want to help people just like him :')

Ahli bedah yang bernama Geoff Williams, yang mengendarai Honda Civic 1992 dengan rear panel nya yang copot dari tempatnya, dan sampai dirumah ia masuk kamarnya yang bertebaran kertas yang berseberangan dengan "master suite" orang tuanya. Sebagai ahli bedah plastik, ia bisa saja tinggal di rumah mewah, mempunyai sports car dan memakai custom made shoes, instead of the US$5 ia beli di thrift store beberapa tahun yg lalu. Namun ia malah mengeluarkan uangnya untuk orang2 yang tidak ia kenal, di seberang dunia. Ia mengatakan bahwa ia menyukai bentuk wajah manusia, dan memang ingin menjadi dokter dan mengoperasi pasien, dan bedah plastik adalah cara yang tepat untuk mengkombinasikan keduanya.

Ibunya, Bev Williams, menunjukkan lukisan watercolour sebuah kawah di atas gunung, yang terdapat di kamarnya. "Geoff melukis ini pada saat SMA, ia memang sudah "artistic" dari dulu." Williams dan kedua adiknya merupakan anak2 biasa, yang suka olahraga dan mendapatkan nilai2 yang bagus. Geoff bersekolah di kedokteran, dan memutuskan untuk berspesialisasi dalam children's deformities, yang pekerjaannya adalah membentuk kembali wajah anak yang cacat karena ia menyadari bahwa pisau bedah nya tidak hanya dapat menyembuhkan anak2, namun juga para orangtua mereka yang patah hati.

Ia bekerja dan mengajar di rumah sakit terkenal, namun pikirannya dipenuhi dengan para ibu di Vietnam yang mengerubutinya, memberikan anak2 mereka kepadanya dan meminta tolong pada saat ia training sukarela. Hanya 20 bayi yang terurus, sedangkan 180 diusir. Sementara pesawat yang ia tumpangi take off, ia bersedih. "Meninggalkan Vietnam, melihat lampu2 itu, saya tahu bahwa para ibu tersebut pulang dengan sangat kecewa. Saya ingat bahwa saya berjanji kepada diri sendiri, dan juga kepada ibu2 tsb, mungkin saya tidak akan bisa menemukan kalian, namun saya akan menemukan orang2 seperti kalian, dan saya akan kembali. Saya akan menyembukan lebih banyak lagi." Ia pergi ke Peru, Kenya, Bolivia, Filipina, Mexico, Pakistan, Cina, Thailand, dan selalu, ke Vietnam. "Banyak anak2 itu yang tidak sekolah, karena para orangtua mereka mengamankannya dirumah, jauh dari ejekan2 masyarakat. Tidak ada pendidikan berarti sedikit kesempatan untuk bekerjam menikah, dan semua di kehidupan yang akan membawa ganjaran baik. Anak2 kecil itu tidak tahu apa yang mereka jalani sekarang ini."

Pada tahun 1999 saat ia di Vietnam dengan sekelompok dokter, seorang anak tidak dapat ditangani karena waktu itu hari terakhir tim medis ada disana, dan hari itu sudah di schedule untuk bertamasya dan belanja. Namun Williams tetap disana dan merekonstruksi kembali wajah anak itu. Administrator rumah sakit memberi tahunya diam2 agar pulang sendiri. Tahun 2005, ia membentuk International Children's Surgery Foundation. Teman Williams, berkomentar "Penghargaan dari kerja kerasnya lebih disukainya tanpa batas daripada apa yang dicapai seseorang melakukan bedah plastik biasa."

Beberapa teman Williams sudah memberi peringatan bahwa pemenuhan dan dedikasi yang ia berikan terhadap membantu para pasien juga bernilai terlalu tinggi. Berumur 53 tahun, ia memiliki kurang dari $200.000 untuk pensiunnya, jumlah yang sangat kecil bagi seorang ahli bedah yang sukses. Ia mengatakan bahwa apa yang ia lakukan dalam hidupnya adalah "the most fulfilling career" yang ia dapat bayangkan..

Di Vietnam, ia mengatakan dengan santai bahwa ia menyukai mangga dan beberapa saat kemudian dibanjiri oleh buah-buahan tropis yang diberikan oleh para orangtua pasien yang ingin membalasnya dengan cara apapun yang memungkinkan untuk masa depan yang ia berikan bagi anak2 mereka. Di Filipina, seorang ibu memberinya ayam yang baru dipotong, dibungkus rapi dengan jala plastik. Ia tahu apa yang ibu itu ingin sampaikan;"Terima kasih".

Hatinya terisi dengan syukur saat ibu2 tersebut melihatnya pergi untuk misi berikut yang akan ia jalankan, melambai tangan anak2nya di udara agar anak2 mereka juga dapat mengatakan selamat jalan. Momen seperti itu sangat mengharukan. Itu adalah wujud nyata bahwa ia Williams benar2 memberi perubahan dalam hidup seseorang. Dan untuk itu, ia mengatakan bahwa penghargaan yang ia dapatkan adalah kenangan wajah2 mereka yang ia simpan..

the effect you leave me

2008-11-18T20:22:00.004+07:00

iseng2, promosi deviantArt gw..

(*iya gw kadang kalo bosen suka nulis" ngga jelas)
(**akhir bait ke3 hmm agak hyperball :p)

i hate how my phone shows "text message memory over 95% full"
i hate the scorching effect of global warming
i hate all-day rain and what it does
i hate the fact that i cant seem to hate you

i wish i was wiser
i wish i had time
i wish i was stronger
i wish you were mine

i long for sunny days
i long for more laughter
i long for the future
for the future, together

i like to run
i like to jump
i like to smile
i like you
i truly do

Twilight the Movie

2008-11-17T19:13:00.002+07:00

yess this is whats been making girls all over screamin with fear (apasih nab).
dapat dilihat dalam waktu beberapa bulan yang lalu, terlihat cewe2 membawa novel hitam bergambarkan apel, bunga, pita, dan catur setebal 500-700 halaman ke sekolah. buku2 tersebut adalah the Twilight saga, yang masing2 berjudulkan Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, dan Breaking Dawn. Karangan2 Stephenie Meyer ini telah mengguncang dunia literasi (soo sorry if its wrong, i dont know the right term for it :p) di seluruh dunia. Menjadi bestseller, mendapatkan kritik baik maupun buruk, this is soo the books for teens right now. And guess what?? Twilight will be showing in our movie theatres in about a month! yaaaaay!

gw awalnya tau twilight pernah liat ada yg bawa gitu cuman versi indo nya, trus liat di gramed, trus pas gw lagi chat sm tmen gw yg di aus.. dia merekomendasikan buku tsb kpd gw, gw blg oo iya gw tau, cuman belom baca. alhasil terbujuk lah saya membelinya (krn waktu itu lagi boseeen banget dan udah lama gw ga baca novel kya gitu)

gila gue udah ga sabar. gw punya keempat2 bukunya, dan smuanya gw beli yg bhs inggris dengan duit gw sndiri krn ga tahaan sumpah kalo karangan bing yg diterjemahin ke bhs indo tapi "sense of art-in-the-words" nya ngga ada, well i can tell ya that that is as horrible as ........ (silahkan isi titik2 sendiri). gw beli kalo ga salah tuh akhir juli Twilight, trus nyelesein Breaking Dawn pertengahan september gitu pas bulan puasa. sumpah ga tahan kalo ga baca semuanyaa kalo udah baca 1 aja sumpah its soo addictive!

disini gw masukin final trailer Twilight dari Summit, yang udah bikin temen gw gila dari jaman kapan "naab naaaaaab kapan keluarnya..." sampe skarang dia bosen nonton trailer di youtube, haha

Teknologi Terbaru Ortodensi ;D

2008-11-16T16:51:00.005+07:00

Berita menarik untuk para pengguna behel (dan ex-pengguna haha)

Seorang orthodentist di San Antonio menggunakan teknologi terbaru untuk memungkinkan para pasien menggunakan behel dalam waktu yang jauh lebih singkat! Teknologi ini merupakan kombinas komputer, robot, dan space-age wire yang mempersingkat proses ortodensi.

Untuk Collin Graci, seorang bocah kelas 2 SMP, proses ortodensui nya hanya memakan proses 8 bulan yang sangat singkat

"You know, most of my friends have had them on for a couple of years. And it was great news!" ia ujar.

Dr. Norris menggunakan sistem bernama SureSmile, yang menggunakan 3d imaging scan gigi pasien. Lalu ia memanipulasi image tersebut menjadi yang ia inginkan, dan mengirim info digitalnya ke lab, dimana robot melekukkan kawat" behel menurut spesifikasi yang diinginkan. Kawat tersebut terbuat dari tembaga nickel titanium, memiliki kemampuan untuk menggerakan gigi sampai ke gerakan yang rumit sekalipun, dengan penyesuaian yang lebih sedikit, dan juga kunjungan ke dokter yang lebih sedikit pula.

Rata" pemakaian behel adalah kurang lebih 2 tahun. Rata" pasien SureSmile dapat melepas kawatnya dalam waktu 40% lebih cepat.Walaupun penyesuaian kawat dan kunjungan ke dokter lebih sedikit, hasilnya sama saja - pasien mendapatkan gigi di posisi yang benaaar. Dr. Norris sudah menggunakan SureSmile untuk lebih dari 400 pasiennya.

Tiga orthodentist San Antonio sudah menggunakan sistem SureSmile. Biayanya 20@ lebih daripada behel biasa. Kapan yaa ada di Indonesia?

(artikel ini tolong dihargai, gw ngga langsung copy paste, originalnya dlm bhs inggris).

what a bad week :(

2008-11-16T06:26:00.002+07:00

monday: problems with regen, dsb kita emosi, pengen protes tapi gimana? diem aja masa iya?
tuesday: lumayan lah, maybe this was the most decent day of the week :)
wednesday: back to bad stuff
thursday: i cant remember, pokoknya ga enak
friday: hmm.. awkward moments
saturday: I TOOK MY BRACES OFF! YEAA!! FINALLY ;D
sunday morning 4.30ish: my grandma said that my mum went in the hospital last night because she got thypus again.. sigh :'(

sighhh why now.. mana ub3 on the 24th..
pameran coming up..
im workin my butt off this week
poems coming up i'll post them ;)

Twist In My Story

2008-11-15T20:37:00.003+07:00

gw lagi suka sama lagu ini. Twist in My Story, by the Secondhand Serenade. This is quite inspirational, really coz when you get to the words "Say what's that sound, it's my heart, beat, its getting much louder my heart, beat, its stronger than ever..", beatnya juga sesuai gitu dengan kata2nya, haha trus ada lagi di bagian manaa gitu, jadi dengerin aja yaa :) gw juga masukin lyric nya.

"A Twist In My Story"

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turns into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flipped turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

mau beli bluetooth

2008-10-25T09:01:00.004+07:00

bingung abis sampe upload ini foto :D

OIAA GW MAU COPOT BEHEL HARI INI! AHAHAHA!* intermezzo :p

haha. agak ga penting sih ini. cuman gw sebeeel. sejak pake vista gw ga bisa upload foto lewat kabel USB dari hp gw, soalnya sony ericsson belom support vista, nah semenjak itu kan gw transfer foto gitu lewat laptop ibu gw kan, kirim trus pindahin ke usb gw, eh tapi oh tapi minggu lalu pas gw mo mindahin, bluetooth laptopnya error gitu ga mau nerima filenya! alhasil gue rada bete kan, hiah bagaimana ini kalo mau upload ke blog (caelah haha tapi bener kan eh penting banget ini gw gimana mo share my happiness pas gw ulangtaun kmaren??) huaa... makanya pgn beli bluetooth buat PC. ntar deh

bedanya PILEK dan FLU

2008-10-25T08:33:00.005+07:00

nyebelin ga sih kalo kena flu?? dlm bahasa inggris, pilek=cold dan flu= ya flu :D or influenza. kalo cold itu lebih mild, intinya ngga separah flu. Influenza disebabkan oleh virus Orthomyxovirus tipe A, B, atau C, yang menyerang saluran pernapasan atas, sedangkan Pilek disebabkan oleh virus Rhinovirus atau Coryza, yaitu virus RNA.

sebenernya apa sih virus itu? pasti pada udah belajar semua doong biologi pas klas X (tapi paling udah pada lupa yakaan :p)
Virus itu berasal dari bahasa Latin yg artinya racun, virus adl. suatu partikel penginfeksi yang mengandung molekul asam nukleat, DNA atau RNA yg terbungkus di dalam lapisan pelindung protein(kapsid). Virus itu terkristalisasi dalam tubuh kita, jadi pada saat ini juga pasti di tubuh lo ada virus, tapi dia baru "aktif" kalo berada pada sel dan jaringan hidup dia bisa bereplikasi, jadi virus itu disebut sbg makhluk peralihan.

Disini ada beberapa cara untuk mencegah pilek dan flu:
1. Makan sebuah jeruk sehari. Jeruk kan banyak vitamin C nya, yg dibutuhkan oleh tubuh kita.
2. Istirahat yang cukup. Kalo kita cukup tidur, kita nge-recharge tubuh dan melawan serangan penyakit.
3. Kurangi timbulnya stres yang bersamaan dengan kekecewaan emosional.
Stres itu bisa melemahkan sistem imun tubuh, so whatever problem you have, try to always be optimistic, coz everything has its solution :D
4. Banyak minum air putih. Oke ini emang perlu ya sebenernya krna tubuh kita sebagian besar filled with water.
5. Makan makanan kaya vitamin E seperti kacang-kacangan, biji-bijian, dan padi-padian utuh.
6. Konsumsi makanan yang mengandung Zinc seperti biji labu, gandum, dan sardin.
7. Sering mencuci tangan dengan sabun agar bersih dari bakteri dan kuman.

dan masih banyak lagi yang bisa kita lakuin buat pencegahan. semoga bermanfaat :D !

NYARI DUIT buat beli tiket ke MELBOURNEEE!!

2008-10-25T08:07:00.006+07:00

duh, gw ngiri banget. temen gw yg dlunya tinggal di sydney, minggu depan mo ke brisbane mau tanding CRICKET! aaaaaaaaaaaaa
sumpah, gw ngiriiiii. well he deserves it, infos he tells me and how he got chosen (cuma 2 orang dari indo yang kepilih buat main di east asia pacific league disitu!), he's an awesome player. tapi slain ngiri ya gw seneng lah, setidaknya ada tmen gw yg bisa ke aus lagi. huaaa

karena hal tersebut, kmaren terlintas di benak gw, wah ntar lagi dia berangkat, dan gw masih aja disini (haha bukan apa2 maksudnya ya gw pengen banget ke aus). then suddenly i had an IDEA!!
cling* muncul sebuah lightbulb di atas kepala gue.
KNAPA GUE GA CARI DUIT AJA YA BUAT BELI TIKET?
(kenapa baru sekarang gw dapet ide itu? -____- )

ya gw ga bisa dong blg, "ma, can i go to aus next year?" she would respond "well, where do you think i'll get the money from? your college savings?" AHAHAHHA
kalo gw nunggu buat ibuku masukin paper kesana juga kan ga tentu waktunya tepat pas gw lagi liburan, ya ga? hmm, tadinya bbrapa bulan yg lalu, ada tmennya nyokap gw, (well her daughter is my friend since we were babies as well, so that makes us feel like an extended family lol,), lagi dateng ke jakarta dari melb, bilang kalo ankanya yg paling tua kan mo nikah tuh insya Allah taun depan, nah itu tuh pas deket2 liburan kenaikan gitu deh, jadinya kan gw sempet hyped bangeet, gile kalo aku bisa kesana.. :DDD tapi ya ga tau deh makanya gw memutuskan untuk CARI DUIT.

punya SLR tapi ga dimanfaatin kan sia2.. masa barang yang udah gw dapet didiemin aja gitu di atas meja. sabtu-minggu bisa tuh gw jadi.. tukang foto keliling?? hahahah. ya semacam itu lah. trus gw bisa ngajar (buset) bhs inggris ke anak siapaa gitu?
trus.. gw adain garage sale deh, jual tu boneka2 lama yang numpuk.
rasanya kalo jualan coklat lagi bakal lama kekumpul duitnya.. dan rasanya waktunya sempit untuk bikin coklat pulsek krn tugas dan belajar dan lain hal.

JADIII intinya gw bner2 niat nih skarang, kalo emang pengen, kalo emang ga sabar nunggu sampe gw dapet beasiswa kesana (AMIN..), GW HARUS NIAT!

ehehe. oke langsung setelah midterm, gw cari akal (Y)

sweeeeet (sixteen) ;D

2008-10-23T18:44:00.004+07:00

senin malem, gw tidur nyenyaaak banget. emang sih, hari minggu itu gw baru nyampe jakarta jam stengah 9, dari padang (mudik pas weekend, hahah). gw masih capek dan rasanya ngantuk banget, akhirnya gw tidur jam 21.30an.
zzzzzzzz
mimpi, gw mimpi ktmu mantan gebetan gw pas kls 3 sd! hahah! trus di mimpi itu dia bilang dia punya facebook, cari aja, wakaka, trus berlanjut ke mimpi lain gitu tapi ya ampuun rasanya gw tidur lama banget, so peaceful.
paginya, dengan merasa sangat puas akibat tidur yang lumayan bisa nge recharge (haha), gw sadar, oh iya hari ini kan gw ulang tahun. ahaha. abis matiin alarm, ngeliat hp, ada 2 sms
(perasaan agak sedikit kecewa karna taun lalu bangun2 gitu udah ada 5 gitu :p)

yang pertama, dari Indah (ya Allah dia baik banget gw pikir), si teman sebangku-ku itu. saya teramat tidak menyangka kalo dia bakal ngucapin dluan. trus yg kedua, dari Fazkia tmen gw di melbourne, yg udah gw kenal dari bayi pas kita sama2 masih tinggal di jakarta, bisa dianggep sodara jauh.. waa senang sekali. ga mungkin dia ga inget, orang gw lebih tua 2 hari dari dia :)

5 sms lagi menysul pada pagi itu. slah satu dari tmen smp (dan smpet sd pas kls 5) gw, Hanif, yang juga ulangtaun hari itu, gw kan nyelametin dia dluan, ehh dia malah forward balik cuman diganti nama doang! hah dasar ngga kreatif. jahahah. yasudahlah. hmm pas di perjalanan ke skolah, udah mo nyampe tuh, tiba2 ada yg nelfon, ternyata Efi, nanya uda nyampe mana, gw mikir ah pasti ada sesuatu nih, ga biasanya dia nyariin gw pagi2.

pas nyampe, gw di telfon sm Dwi, disuruh ke kelas dia. yauda kan pas ksana ternyata ada dia, Efi, sama Dinda. eh mereka malah sok2 nanya "Nab kmaren olahraga ngapain? Kapan les lagi nab mau ikut dong?" dsb halaaah gw mikir dasar ini orang2 pura" lupa. akhirnya gw ke toilet dan ke lab komp utk memulai hari sekolah yang biasa.

intinya.. seharian penuh gw ga diselametin sama temen" deket gw, yaitu anak2 ex sepuluh dua, pas istirahat kedua pas gw ketemu Deva sm Dwi bilang mo ngasi kue, eh dicuekin, "knapa nab? oh lo ngomng sm gw?" ahh yaudah gw rada bete akhirnya balik ke kelas deh, maen sama anak" nonton video buaya makan anak kecil di kalimantan. hiah :| enaknya di kelas kan pada netral tuh, pada nyelametin pas tau. apalagi abis puput nyeletuk "Pak Pur ultahnya kan bareng Nabila" hahahah kocak ternyata pak pur ulangtaun juga, lucunya besoknya itu ultah istrinya.. aw so sweet lol

pas pulsek.. gw ngasi kue ke anak2 yang masi ada, eeh ditanggepin "Nab lo kursus masak kue ya?" gw sebenernya rada ga nyadar kalo mreka itu masih belom nanggepin. akhirnya gw sm Deva turun, ke rapat Lensa Mahakam, surprise2 hari itu PROMOSI JABATAN.
jegerr. gue ga nyiapin apa2!! yaudah akhirnya gw dengan seadnaya maju ke depan dan ikit mempromosikan diri.

stelah rapat.. Deva minta temenin ke kantin buat makan. blalala intinya gitu, sm Efi sm Rona juga, akhirnya Rona ngajakin foto2, blalala Rina lewat, ngmg, "Eh hari ini Nabila ulangtaun lho" si Rona ngmg, "Oh iya? Slamet ya Naab" padahal kmaren jelas2 dia ingeet, ngmg "Ciee yg besok ulantaun, traktir yaa besok". sial. rrgh rasanya gw udah "Ah yaudahlah udah pada pulang gini, besok paling baru ngucapin, hahah nikmatin aja, jarang2 kaya gini"

Tak tahunya..si Efi sm Deva kan ngajak foto ber3 tuh, tiba2 datenglah si Cakra dan Deva minta dia buat fotoin, nah entah kenapa, dia tuh yg, "oh oke, satu, dua- SATU.... DUA.. TIGAA" (ya gw bingung dong knapa tiba2 dia ngmg keras2 gitu sampe orang2 di kantin pada ngeliat ke arah kita), tiba2 stelah fotonya diambil, dari belakang kita terdengar

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILAAA!!!"

aaaaaaaaaa! tiba2 gw dikerumuni oleh teman2 yang gw kira bener2 niat ngerjain gue sampe besok! hahahhah! Rona, dateng lagi bawa CHEESECAKE OREO dengan tulisan "Happy Birthday NUBIE, from: RXDF (raxedaf: nama kelas x.2). oh my god.. i never expected them to do such a thing! gw pikir udah pada pulang semua, ga terlintas sejenak pun hari itu kalo mereka bakal bikin surprise kaya gitu. Menyusul Rona, ada Dwi, Dinda, Citaa! Fatma, dan Baba, Plus Efi dan Deva yg udah ada di samping gw, dan Cakra yang "ngambil foto".

(gw ngeliat kue itu, becanda: "eh tau ga kan oreo ada melamin nya?" malah ditanggepin: "halaaah udahlah nab!" hhahaha! gila )

i felt tossed around (even though i was still sitting there), being hugged and kissed. a beartight hug from Rons made me want to cry (not because it hurt but i was touched by their kindness and loyalty, hugging her made me feel like hugging every one of them, their hearts so pure of goodwill intentions!) ;( i love them all equally.

sayang ga smua yang ikut patungan bisa hadir. Dwi, made a video, while other people took pictures. finally we cut the cake and we ate it, sumpah, ONE OF THE BEST cheesecake ever! mungkin krn niat dari orang2 tsb juga kali yaa :D

ya Allah, hari itu menjadi one of my bestest birthday yet, with the remainings of my wonderful raxedaf.. :) gw sneng banget dan bersyukur tiada henti punya tman2 seperti itu :DD

sayangnya skarang ini gw lagi ga bisa upload foto :(( kalo udah ntar gw edit post nya trus gw masukin, video juga!

Like Chocolate When You're Just Over Your Ideal Weight :(

2008-10-08T09:26:00.010+07:00

coretan di pagi hari..
you are soo my GUILTY PLEASURE

a year ago, things were downright normal. well except for a few things.. i didnt know what to expect. last year, at the start of year ten.. new school, new friends, new motivation..

not that i dont like it, i was really surprised when it showed up.
old friends said hello.. and we were all about what was going on in our own schools.
it was nice, forgetting the past that - wasnt so nice. :)
we were starting over, and bad impressions went out of my mind.

6 months flew..

they kept me pumped. oh well. its soo hard to disguise what im really trying to say.

the air, without it my lungs feel they have no function. locked up im left suffocated. you know the story.
the sun, needed for life to go on, cycle after cycle, ive bin through like photosynthesis (woelah naab), brings on a cheerful atmosphere everytime it radiates through my soul.

i've had air with me, days & nights, lungfuls, more than enough to keep me going, and im thankful for that.
i've had sun, mostly at nights, no matter how heavy it rained, the sun, was my star too, by day it would chase the clouds away, and by night it would keep me appreciate the stunning beauty of nights, moments of peace which guided me to pleasant dreams, made me hope and not just hope, but actually motivated to do things that seemed impossible to myself if i didnt try..

so i lost my air.

i really felt suffocated. and when the sun surprised me by not radiating its rays again, i was nearly.. lifeless. hard to imagine and predict what would happen next but eventually the sun came out shining like nothing ever happened, and it was one of the most important thing that really made me feel like i had a life! i never thought that was possible.

i never had any intention to betray my air.. but it left me so what else could i do?? i was helpless - despite that the sun kept me going. spent the days and nights (still, mostly nights) with the sun, but i couldnt help feeling guilty. i never could go as far as i could have, if i didnt have any trouble.

je suis maintenant peur que je vais tomber de mon soleil.
si ce que j'avais déjà ressenti cela?

click the picture above if you want to know more.

for now, i swear, i can only let it flow :(

Bukpus/Reuni TK

2008-10-06T10:02:00.006+07:00

okay im baaaack :D
yea, it sounds crazy. jadi waktu masih bulan puasa kmaren, gw contact2an sama temen2 tk. tmen2 tk! hahaha. pokoknya tiba2 kekumpul gitu ber6, gw, rara, trisa, dehan, dea, dan yang paling mengejutkan yang gw temukan skelas sm gw waktu klas X, efi. heheheh

jadi pada tanggal 13 september, kita berencana untuk buka puasa bersama di pim. niatnya sih mo booking tempat di pizzahut eh tapi gara2 pas ktmu langsung ngobrol gitu lupa waktu, akhirnya makan di foodcourt haha tapi ya its just as good coz its the atmosphereeee we needed rite? ;p

and we had soo much fun!lots to catch up on. dan biasanya kalo kaya gitu kan pasti agak2 awkward gitu ya, eh ternyata ga sama skali! pada gila smua -_- ga ada yang jaim ato apapun, rasanya uda kaya tmen lama (ya emg tmen lama tapi uda 10 taun ga ktmu wkwk), akrab banget rasanya.. dan kami pun bernostalgia tentang bagaimana kita dlu suka ke dapur, jajan bareng2, suka ikut lomba nari, nyanyi di TMII.. hahahhah, gokil2, gw kan bawa foto2 tk tuh ya, trnyata dea sm dehan juga bawa! lengkap deh tu koleksi :p

namun pada akhirnya kita harus balik.. jam 9 kurang kita balik. dehan, dea, efi, trisa ikut mobil gw sedangkan rara dijemput cowonya (jah dasar haha)

foto2nya gw post aja deh. sebenernya banyak.. tapi intinya begitu :D

helloo blogspot :D

2008-10-06T09:03:00.000+07:00

hehehe iseng2
soo.. first entry.
sebenernya lagi ngga ada inspirasi.. but i'll come back later to write :)

cheers.