Day Minus Oneee!

oh my ooh oh my! so damned exhilarated!
okay well this morning i signed up for yr 12's lessons at BTA 8 in Mayestik. hope Aul will follow there too in the end hahah coz i won't have any friends :( cancelled the one in Tebet because Dad suddenly worried about the transport lol could've said earlier.

meeting Rona was impossible as well today because she had to go to this gathering thing what Batak ppl do (she said it herself hahah), compare her and her cousins grades. that's normal. at least she doesn't have little cousins who you dont get compared to, well you just can't lol hahah

i hate this i hate not having a recent pic of myself on the comp! i cant be bothered taking the webcam out and Mum's sleeping atm soo i'm not disturbing someone else's rest anyway

i guess i'll write when i come back from Aus or if i'm able to, from Fuzzy's house hahah
i'm trying to forget everything nasty.
and it's working, slowly :)

G'day Mate!
nvy ♥xo

MerDer's Awaited Quote!

You know there's this one sad episode in the second season of Grey's which I have had the urge to find the exact words just TODAY, due to my suffering of not being able to watch GA for now, lol. I need to buy season 4 ASAP seriouslyyy before I go on Sunday.. At least watch a couple of epis and I can bring it to Aus if I want haha. Enjoy. You're gonna LOVE it.

"Meredith: I can't... I can't remember our last kiss. All I could think about was I'm going to die today and I can't remember our last kiss.
Which is pathetic, but the last time we were together and happy I want to be able to remember that. And I can't Derek. I can't remember.

Derek: I'm glad you didn't die today. (goes to leave but turns around)
It was a Thursday morning. You were wearing that ratty little Dartmouth t-shirt you look so good in.
The one with the hole in the back of the neck. You'd just washed your hair and you smelled like some kind of flower.
I was running late for surgery. You said you were gonna see me later and you leaned to me, you put your hand on my chest and
you kissed me. Soft. Was quick, kinda like a habit. You know, like we'd do it every day for the rest of our lives.
You went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed.

Meredith (beat): Lavender. My hair smelled like lavender from my conditioner." :'(

Shucks

You would have to tell me how much you hate me, and everything about me and what I do before I can completely wipe you out of my mind and my heart. But never my life; it's been a non-scrapable thing since we both knew the truth.

Why do you have to do this? If this isn't over, then I'm up for FAIR PLAY.

I know I have no right to forbid you from doing anything but every time I look at it, it's a goddamn wrecked train again I'm on. But strangely I refuse to get off. Over and over again. I actually like this train and maybe I'm just so used to it by now.

Sometimes I get confused why I look at it over and over again and get hurt but hey who to blame if I'm so curious about the shit that you share with her hahah forget about it you would never understand how much YOU don't get what you're missing.

4 Days to Recalling Childhood Memories ;)

the lowdown of my H-7

Sunday: Went for a swim while parents went to the gym, had brunch and met Tante Titi at PIM (lol all that rhymes!)

Monday: Um I can't quite remember? But stayed home.

Tuesday: Went to PIM to meet Dwenda and Angie to go to Angie's and photo shoot, hihi finally I get her to be my model, lol. I love the shots on the BMW by the way. Maybe I'll post more when i get my Photoshop working again :)



Wednesday: Stayed home, umm lied a bit in the morning. But I did have stomach problems the night before and it was hell :|

and tomorrow, well i hope it'll be okay. Yeah im not hoping for GREAT or anything but yea, the movie should be good plus I'm getting a few oleh2 for Fuz and Saz.
Plus it would be a nice outing and I'll be making jokes and laughing at a lot, lol
I don't really care if that kid is coming or not.. after all that's happened this week (even though there were more positive things). At least I get to get out of the house again and see my own friends hahah coz Hanna will be goin to Avi's till the afternoon i guess..
Well i'll write again tomorrow,

exhilarated,
nvy xo

Komodo National Park for the New 7 Wonders

Pagi ini gw nontonTVONE, dan agak sedih pas denger Candi Borobudur udah bukan salah satu keajaiban dunia lagi. Dan sekarang, precisely from last year sih, they're holding a vote for anyone who wants to, and i INSIST, bagi kalian semua yang merasa WARGA NEGARA INDONESIA, vote for KOMODO NATIONAL PARK! Karena hal tersebut akan membantu image Indonesia menjadi lebih baik dan lebih dikenal oleh masyarakat dunia. You can vote here

Oh, and here's what i voted for

Hehe iya deh ampun. But I couldn't find the Komodo National Park and I saw the Aussie's landmark and reef first, so yeah :p Indo AND Aus are both my countries and I love both of them : )

and THIS, is why you should vote for Komodo National Park

Joe Jonas Dances to Single Ladies!

i was browsing on YouTube last night to find some dance vids and found THIS. watch until it finishes!

Without Estrogen, Girls Wouldn't be Girls

i have submitted another estrogenated artwork, interested? yesterday i had a hormonal disturbance (read: pre-menstrual syndrome -_-) and ended up crying in front of my sis while surrounded by piles of woods and miscellaneous building-a-house things. i had been cooped up for 2 days, what do you expect? i couldn't stand being in the house anymore and since it was too late to go somewhere, we went out and stood at the side of the car.
conversations fell into place. she's the one person i can tell anything, any random unimportant thing i can blabber to and she would listen and laugh off this cute little chuckle i love.. lol. but sometimes i get distracted when SHE tells her stories and drift away in this little hassled mind of mine. im sorry Hanna :(

oh you know what i couldn't bear it anymore last night.. and i texted him. I TEXTED HIM and asked if he still had school hahahahah he replied abt 20 mins later.. was a good worth of convo and surprisingly, IT CHEERED ME UP. i was singing again. i was thinking happy thoughts while listening to my damned iPod. i actually smiled listening to lamentable songs! gahh love really does make you crazy. like that library incident a few days ago. i mean, getting your friend to cut out an article for you because you wouldn't dare do it from a school library's property? HOW EMBARASSING. thankYOU, Lola, for being such a nice and understanding person! God bless your amazing brains and talents. teehee :D ♥

oh i sent out a message to my CNPS friends on MySpace yesterday, and guess what. they probably really dont, want to meet me again. not interested. i mean all of them's read it (except Aisea), but NO ONE'S REPLIED. no one's replied. it's.. bitter. yeah. JUST WAIT AND SEE, I CAN STILL HAVE FUN WITHOUT SEEING YOU GUYS. yeah, i'll have more time to spend in my second home country. sedih abis.

hokay. i'll be fine and its all good. at least things are falling back into place (again) now. i ♥ you. bahah.

Tener un buen día!
nvy xo