Holy-Days

Hey everyone how's it all been! I hope you all had a nice holiday, not like I did. Well it wasn't entirely downhill but stuff like family feuds and bad tempered relatives can have a bad impact on yourself -__- aaaanyways! Let me seeee, i realize that i should write in here more and polish my English skillz that killz hahah. Practice for the future in case next year i get to move! Not just for the sake of next year but also if i don't speak nor write or even read English i'm afraid that my ability will continue to descend - in other words i will experience English defluency? Is that such a word? No i guess not because the thesaurus couldn't even find any snonyms for it hahah!
Okay enough commotion of my own monologue.

that's Dita and my Uncle Iwan :}


I spent lebaran with my uncle's fam, 3 of my cousins came from Kalimantan. Nadya, Dio, and Dita are very bright and hyperactive kids i'm sure they'll all turn out geniuses! Amin teehee siapa dulu dong kakaknya (hah? haha). We went to Bandung for 3 days and 2 nights, went with our other cousins as well, Avi and Abi. There was a conflict, on one side but hey i'm not gonna write about it here it's too blah. We went to Tangkuban Perahu and horseriding, (THEY did, i didn't because it was LEAD, i wanted to go by myself we could've gone to "D'Ranch" but nooo >:( ), strawberry picking,

moments before he got flung out

Dio went on an ATV and got thrown off! But he was still chuckling even when he had grass in his mouth so his dad thought he was OKAY and SECURED THE ATV INSTEAD OF HIS SON, AND LEFT ME IN SHOCK TO HELP HIM GET UP! yea i was pretty shocked huh. The wheels nearly crushed his arm! Damn. But he was oh-kay, just like any other tough little boy :))
One of my best friend planned to watch a movie with me but as far luck goes, his grandma's lung cancer relapsed and poor him had to go to Lampung in the morning of our play-day. Felt bad for turning of my mobile pretty early, hey i thought there wouldn't be anyone asking me about anything again! Sigh. yes this is my beautiful (as in guy-beautiful) cousin Dio!

Oh i forgot, i had a fast-breaking night with the bilinguals! It was pretty fun and a success i daresay, it was only me Nadiya and Dela who organised it so that was pretty good! and of course Icha who helped me with the es buah hehee :D
Don't know why but i can't be bothered with school stuff, damn. It's such a burden not being able to study properly while my mind wanders off on so many occasions. Plus the upcoming tests are like.. what, in less than 14 days? Oh well, there's always late -night catch ups - oops, studying! hahah. I'll be GREAT don't worry *really, trying to assure yourself is harder than you think.

I'll check in on you guys soon aight? Get pumped for school tomorrow! Off for lunch and BTA soon :)

zee one and only,
NVY xxo

Eid Mubarak 20-09-2009!

This is the first time for me to experience not being able to go pray Eidl Fitr. And it sucks.. Well before everyone else comes home from the mesjid and I won't be able to use the comp, let me share with you my Ramadhan blessings :)

As we all know, Ramadhan is the time to purify all our sins and the month for self-realization, to look at ourself in the mirror and ask;

"What good deeds have I done for others that surround me? Even for myself?"

This year, I have been touched. Allah has opened my heart, that ONLY realizing the others that need you and are less fortunate is so not enough. I need to do something, and I need to do it as soon as possible. I hope that God gives me time to do that soon, Amin.
Ramadhan is not just about buying lots of food we resist from fasting, nor the fast-breaking with your friends and showing the photos to the world, no. Its the silaturrahim, and the older we are we realize that it truly is important, how we miss our friends and not seeing them in, say, a couple of years, or even 10 years it was the case with my kindergarten friends last year, and how we need to maintain the bond we have started. To continue that bond forever and nurture it.
I daresay this year it has been harder for me to keep my anger and patience rather than last year, I broke my fast (thanks to my nafsu!) one day, and accidentally it was! Seriously guys, do NOT ever try this, and i feel ashamed. Its obviously bad, plus afterwards i felt too guilty. Man, i wish i hadn't eaten that waffle. Didnt taste that good anyway :| what a waste of money as well! (Padang haha)

Oh one more thing. This will be the last Ramadhan for us year 12s.. the last Ramadhan being in high school. Who knows where we'll be eating our pre-dawn meals next year, in Depok, bandung, Yogya? Or somewhere far abroad, away from families and friends? No matter where, I hope we will stil be able to greet Ramadhan, AMIN!

So I should really disconnect now, to everyone who celebrates it, to every Muslim in the world, Eid Mubarak! Happy Eidl Fitr, bless us all! Let the light shine down on all of us who have won the Ramadhan meaning! Amin. Happy Lebaran! Take care for those who are going to their hometowns :)

The Spirit of Ramadhan!
Love,
NVY xxo ;)

Mengeluh Mengeluh dan Mengeluh

yea, that's what I've been up to these days. Complaining.
It's been a month since school and there's always something to complain about everyday. Believe it or not I was never this distraught before. Little things from teachers that get grumpy just by answering delays to the addition of 's to almost every word in English. Oh, "pardons" me.
Hahaha. Lucky my she's-not-so-emo-after-all chairmate is quite entertaining and very artistic! (btw she does AWESOME drawings, I'm boogled o.O). We laugh away these things that make us complain, moan, and a bit anti-social to the other people in our class.. To be honest I haven't settled much in my new class. I mean they're dominantly nice and all that but then again maybe we haven't got to it yet.. oh well.
I got pretty provocated about going into ITB next year, hahah. Still want to get into Medicine UI of course, but have been browsing alternatives in ITB, UNPAD, UGM. They're all to do with health or biology and even the clinical psychology at Unpad can only be entered from students in Science unless the Social kids take IPC and got accepted. Hmm. Well to me the best thing that could ever happen (so far in my life) is the opportunity to move back to Melbourne and continue Uni there (AMIN). Dad's taking the IELTS test on Saturday this week so I wish him the best of luck to increase the points for the Permanent Residency App.
If we get a chance again (and i pray this everytime I get a chance to), of course I'd love to be a Bachelor of Medicine/Surgery at Monash :D but considering other departments, I looked into the Biomedical Science section and there I found a possibility of masa depan cerah dan menyenangkan muahaha.. Coz research in Aus is undeniably more developed of course.
Well I'll continue when I get to :D for now I'm really back on the track of gaining back maximum brain power potential and the most important thing :
EVERLASTING MOTIVATION.

cheerio!
nvy xo