Lesson Learned

hey guys. Its been so long since i've updated yea? hmm i miss my blog. if i could i would do this more often but hey, you can't have the time for everything. sacrifices needed for each and every action.
hmm just dropping by to share what i've learnt in the past few weeks.

1. really, you are you. no one, is as unique as you there's only ONE you in this world, as there is ONE Nabila Viera Yovita. so whatever people get or say and you don't, but you want it, well maybe its not your turn yet, or maybe God has other plans for you. Greater plans that will SUIT you, your own life. you'll have your own time :) it hurts to be patient but if it'll be worth it, why not?

2. family.. and friends who are separated by distance are closer to the heart than you think. Love isn't that easy to forget right? if it is so what's been keeping my heart glued to you all since we went our own ways? :'D

for anyone who's been wondering why God hasn't been unfair.. please, stop it and think of all the words i just wrote. be patient, keep trying, and your efforts will be paid off. trust me, though its always difficult to convince myself, in the end i unrealize that i actually force myself to keep being optimistic.

and as for you, my dear friends near and far.. i miss you like hell.
just keep me entertained and going for all the pressure that'll continue hitting me till next year, aight? that'd be more than enough. i love youu :))
i'll try and update more often guys, need it mentally anyway heheh.

heaps of hugs,
NVY <3>

21 Oktober 2009= Pelantikan Menteri? Bukan, HUT NVY ;)

okay im gonna allow myself use Indo for this one. karena ini semua terjadi dengan sangat spontan and by the time its done in English i may not remember every single detail of it. well maybe some parts in english if i can't help it :p

jadi gini loh, gue kmaren ulangtahun yang ke 17. yes yes im happy haha :D the night before, ntah kenapa gw ngga bisa tidur. 1. ngga kok, gw ngga excited, sumpah! 2. di smsin tmen gw dan akhirnya kita ngobrol ttg kesulitan pelajaran, kuliah dsb 3. i actually didnt want to be awake when i turned 17, didnt drink any tea or stimulant nor caffeine-substanced anything! pokoknya it was totally random. okay skip the part, akhirnya tmen yang smsan sm gw itu ngucapin pertama, krn kita sampe jam 23.30an gitu.
besoknya, gw agak lelah krn ngantuk :O yawn* oh well. nyampe kelas, dihujani ucapan hehe thx guys :) gw liat si Billa, my chairmate, kayanya lagi ngantuk gitu dan emang tau lah gw ultah ya gw pikir ah ya selow aja dia ga ngucapin, seharian itu. even though i still shared kegalauan gw, krn gw lagi nunggu one of my bestie ngucapin gt eh tnyt dia lewat fb doang, yah sabar aja deh nab gw kira lo peduli gw kira lo sayang, ternyata.. cukup tau aja deh, haha. mana abis bio tuh kita ada senimusik kan, pada ngeband, DAN selamaaat pada nyanyi yang galau2! makin ancur lah mana gw pms..
pas ketemu temen2 gw di kantin yaitu Thea, Karina, Sasya, Gisca, pada ngeliatin, si Thea sambil ngomong heh heh udah gitu pake nyenggol, hahah gw udah ngek bngt nih perasaan..
skip ya sampe pelajaran terakhir yaitu Sejarah. Billa pasti udah ngakak banget dalam hati, karena saking galaunya suasana hati, gw sampe ngegambar ga jelas gitu ditambah lyric2 lagu yg risau, hahaha. and she went with the flow, knowing what would happen that afternoon could really turn my day in 180 degrees.
hometime..! ring a ding ding ya pokoknya itulah lo tau kan bell 6 kaya gimana haha. biasanya, kalo mau BTA itu kan gw, Billa dan Aul itu bareng makan dulu. eh tapi pas sampe deket gerbang kok si Aul ngabur langsung pergi gitu, ada Muha juga, eh kok si Muha kayanya ga tau deh gw ultah.. hmm trus gw nanya,
"Bil, si Aul kemana sih?"
"Ga tau Nab, katanya ada urusan mau kemanaa gitu lo tau kan dia anaknya suka gitu!" (hayo lo Ul, bukan gue yg bilang!)
"Hmm.."
trus ngalor ngidul gt Nadiya minta nemenin beli Aqua lah, eh akhirnya beli sus gt trus si Billa hesitate juga mau makan dimana terserah eh dia ko ga makan2 dari pagi, akhirnya ke KFC sama Billa dan Alia, Nadiya sama Rona nyusul. btw pas lg mesen gt gw curiga nih.. kata Billa kan si Thea udah plg duluan krn dia juga les di hari2 yg sama dengan kita (tapi beda tempat les), loh tapi kok DIA NELFON KE HAPENYA ALIA?? trus dia mo ngmg ke Billa gt.. dan Billa ngasih tau keberadaan kita dimana dan berapa menit lg kita smape ke BTA? dan curiganya lagi dia nelfon lagi pas di bis dan Billa bilang "3 menit, 3 menit!" CURIGA GA LO?!
ahh gw udah mikir, jangan2 gw mau diapain nih..
heh bener! Nadiya udah sok2 ngomong "eh2 kita kelasnya di atas kan?" dan pas mau naik tangga, udah berkumpul lah itu.. Thea, Sasya, Karina, Gisca, Lola, Lintang, Aul! OH MY GOD DAN MEREKA MEGANG KUEE aaaaaaaaaaaa and SLR and handycam..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILAAA!"

wiwiwiiiiiiiiiiiiii thankyouuuuu semuanyaaaaa! udah kan tiup lilin trus si Nadiya nyanyi2 bikin heboh 1 BTA, terus dia ngomong, "eh keluar yuk keluar disini sempit!" tapi nadnaya ga meyakinkan gitu loooh ada yg mencurigakan! haahhhh siaaaal tapi gw nurut aja dan kita difoto2, trus pas nengok ke belakang, ada bisik2 dan gw liat Aul.. MEGANG BOTOL AQUA. jebbb dengan panik dan my hay-wired circuits thought a nanosecond and with reflex i said 'HEH BENTAR! GUE NARO TAS DULU!" sayangnya, jam gue ga selamat. dan setelah itu SRRRR gue udah basah.. hahaha dan tiba2 kena tepung di muka. mantaaap kejar2an lah akhirnya lalalalallala makasih banget yaa jadi tontonan masyarakat! btw lokasi BTA gw itu di Mayestik dan di depan jalan raya, di seberang Pasar Mayestik itself. nyehehe tontonan gratis bagi para metromini dan bajaj and pedestrians. makasih. oh ya dan setelah itu gw dikeramasin Aul pake SABUN cair pertamanya, tnyt ada shampo -_- baiknyaa dia udah bawa baju ganti dr rumah hehe :p Nadiya juga nemenin gw keramas dan membantu menghibur dan mengangkat roknya Aul yg menyeret2 ke lantai wkwk :D

nanti gw upload kartu ucapan dari mereka! kocak abis sumpah hahah.

buat semuanya yang udah ngucapin.. bless you all and i hope for the best for you guys :D buat geng padang-geng sunda.. jangan berseteru mulu yaa haha ♥ you guys so damn much!
akhirnya malemnya gw ga galau lg :} and i didnt care anymore about the thing that i blued for (is that even a word huh..) at least, for the time being :D

Random Birthday Wishlist

1. a photo album (THIS one i really need!)
2. aerobic video -- so i dont have to take classes due to my hectic schedule (sok busy lol)
3. well anything that makes me have sport routinity can do such great good for me!!!
4. sport shoes
5. iPod nano charger-- so i dont need to go to the pc thats in my parents room everytime im in need of some mood booster
6. actually a laptop would be REALLY useful.. though i'll have to be patient and wait for this NEC to be handed down! :p
7. shoes for school-- well my grandma told me like how many times to get some new ones and i just cant be bothered spending money over a pair gahah
8. my MUM here in Jakarta :( as she'll be headed for Padang tomorrow, the day before zee day
9. just some realization from someoneout there. well maybe i can wait but it would be a real life-awakening moment if that person just did a special liiiiittle something on the 21st :)
10. to be accepted in Medicine/Dentistry in 2010. amin!

if ANY one of this is granted.. thank you so much for the person who was considerate enough making it come true :p

ridiculously snickering,
NVY <3

By the name of God, I Swear This is Absurd

Week of first tests are done, and tomorrow I'll be able to say hey hey its Saturday! I have to drop some opinions here due to some outrage that happened in my school over the past week. When you fill out your identification number, name and such you do it just like that, right? Never before I have had someone to order us do MORE, yet the thing is pretty much subjective. On some blank space provided we had to write:

By the name of (insert the name of your god), I swear not to cheat nor commit innapropriate behaviour.

Why? Doesn't it all come back to ourselves?? Our own sins will be our responsibility. And no, I'm not one of those who doesn't like this kind of action because i LIKE cheating, no. I've always tried to refrain from it since year 9, since we studied for the national exams. To this day I have limited myself from it as much as i can. My point is that this is a form of overreacting and unnecessary, for such school kids who are still and forevermore learning. Kids ARE like that, we've been ourselves, live by kids rules (which means no rules) throughout our process of human development.

Or as some of my friends tweets said as I checked the timeline (lol) a few days ago, "Makanya, punya anak dong!" so the person who ordered us to do such instruction knew how it felt, how it could affect that person's children.
Well i won't speculate much, could get in trouble hahah. But knowing how.. insensitive, and hard-headed a person can be is enough, thanks.

on fire,
NVY :)

Upcoming Week of Round 1;Tests

finally, the chance to sit down in front of the comp and update my almost-abandoned blog! but still, all the while i'm checking into twitter and other people's blogs :) so that makes this post even more longer to type hahah.
yep and in fact i just wasted some minutes on facebook :|
alrighty! this week i'd say i'm quite happy with myself, don't know how it happened but i was able to stay awake for a few hours with a PURPOSE and not just for listening my Ipod away. i studied! like until 23.30, i mean there WERE, still gaps like spacing out and wondering about things unrelated to studying -_- but hey twas a damn productive week i might say! i went to BTA Monday-Wednesday, had a day off on Thurs and came back on Friday for the double sessions. Today i did a psychotest at school (yes they really are psycho-tests)

even though i dont feel as exhausted as i had been 2 years ago, that was the last time i sat for one, dont think i'll study anything tonight for Monday's tests.

oh! wish me luck btw. sadly i have no pics to upload :( hoping that next Saturday SOMEONE might be able to treat us lunch, lol! ehem Fanny, ihiiiy! haha ngarep nih laper mulu jadinya belajar. oh i'll post a nice song from the old days when i watched Rage and Video Hits and this song was played quite oftenly :)

so i guess see you when i miss you the most, dear blog and blog-walkers!

have faith in yourselves,
NVY ♥

Holy-Days

Hey everyone how's it all been! I hope you all had a nice holiday, not like I did. Well it wasn't entirely downhill but stuff like family feuds and bad tempered relatives can have a bad impact on yourself -__- aaaanyways! Let me seeee, i realize that i should write in here more and polish my English skillz that killz hahah. Practice for the future in case next year i get to move! Not just for the sake of next year but also if i don't speak nor write or even read English i'm afraid that my ability will continue to descend - in other words i will experience English defluency? Is that such a word? No i guess not because the thesaurus couldn't even find any snonyms for it hahah!
Okay enough commotion of my own monologue.

that's Dita and my Uncle Iwan :}


I spent lebaran with my uncle's fam, 3 of my cousins came from Kalimantan. Nadya, Dio, and Dita are very bright and hyperactive kids i'm sure they'll all turn out geniuses! Amin teehee siapa dulu dong kakaknya (hah? haha). We went to Bandung for 3 days and 2 nights, went with our other cousins as well, Avi and Abi. There was a conflict, on one side but hey i'm not gonna write about it here it's too blah. We went to Tangkuban Perahu and horseriding, (THEY did, i didn't because it was LEAD, i wanted to go by myself we could've gone to "D'Ranch" but nooo >:( ), strawberry picking,

moments before he got flung out

Dio went on an ATV and got thrown off! But he was still chuckling even when he had grass in his mouth so his dad thought he was OKAY and SECURED THE ATV INSTEAD OF HIS SON, AND LEFT ME IN SHOCK TO HELP HIM GET UP! yea i was pretty shocked huh. The wheels nearly crushed his arm! Damn. But he was oh-kay, just like any other tough little boy :))
One of my best friend planned to watch a movie with me but as far luck goes, his grandma's lung cancer relapsed and poor him had to go to Lampung in the morning of our play-day. Felt bad for turning of my mobile pretty early, hey i thought there wouldn't be anyone asking me about anything again! Sigh. yes this is my beautiful (as in guy-beautiful) cousin Dio!

Oh i forgot, i had a fast-breaking night with the bilinguals! It was pretty fun and a success i daresay, it was only me Nadiya and Dela who organised it so that was pretty good! and of course Icha who helped me with the es buah hehee :D
Don't know why but i can't be bothered with school stuff, damn. It's such a burden not being able to study properly while my mind wanders off on so many occasions. Plus the upcoming tests are like.. what, in less than 14 days? Oh well, there's always late -night catch ups - oops, studying! hahah. I'll be GREAT don't worry *really, trying to assure yourself is harder than you think.

I'll check in on you guys soon aight? Get pumped for school tomorrow! Off for lunch and BTA soon :)

zee one and only,
NVY xxo

Eid Mubarak 20-09-2009!

This is the first time for me to experience not being able to go pray Eidl Fitr. And it sucks.. Well before everyone else comes home from the mesjid and I won't be able to use the comp, let me share with you my Ramadhan blessings :)

As we all know, Ramadhan is the time to purify all our sins and the month for self-realization, to look at ourself in the mirror and ask;

"What good deeds have I done for others that surround me? Even for myself?"

This year, I have been touched. Allah has opened my heart, that ONLY realizing the others that need you and are less fortunate is so not enough. I need to do something, and I need to do it as soon as possible. I hope that God gives me time to do that soon, Amin.
Ramadhan is not just about buying lots of food we resist from fasting, nor the fast-breaking with your friends and showing the photos to the world, no. Its the silaturrahim, and the older we are we realize that it truly is important, how we miss our friends and not seeing them in, say, a couple of years, or even 10 years it was the case with my kindergarten friends last year, and how we need to maintain the bond we have started. To continue that bond forever and nurture it.
I daresay this year it has been harder for me to keep my anger and patience rather than last year, I broke my fast (thanks to my nafsu!) one day, and accidentally it was! Seriously guys, do NOT ever try this, and i feel ashamed. Its obviously bad, plus afterwards i felt too guilty. Man, i wish i hadn't eaten that waffle. Didnt taste that good anyway :| what a waste of money as well! (Padang haha)

Oh one more thing. This will be the last Ramadhan for us year 12s.. the last Ramadhan being in high school. Who knows where we'll be eating our pre-dawn meals next year, in Depok, bandung, Yogya? Or somewhere far abroad, away from families and friends? No matter where, I hope we will stil be able to greet Ramadhan, AMIN!

So I should really disconnect now, to everyone who celebrates it, to every Muslim in the world, Eid Mubarak! Happy Eidl Fitr, bless us all! Let the light shine down on all of us who have won the Ramadhan meaning! Amin. Happy Lebaran! Take care for those who are going to their hometowns :)

The Spirit of Ramadhan!
Love,
NVY xxo ;)

Mengeluh Mengeluh dan Mengeluh

yea, that's what I've been up to these days. Complaining.
It's been a month since school and there's always something to complain about everyday. Believe it or not I was never this distraught before. Little things from teachers that get grumpy just by answering delays to the addition of 's to almost every word in English. Oh, "pardons" me.
Hahaha. Lucky my she's-not-so-emo-after-all chairmate is quite entertaining and very artistic! (btw she does AWESOME drawings, I'm boogled o.O). We laugh away these things that make us complain, moan, and a bit anti-social to the other people in our class.. To be honest I haven't settled much in my new class. I mean they're dominantly nice and all that but then again maybe we haven't got to it yet.. oh well.
I got pretty provocated about going into ITB next year, hahah. Still want to get into Medicine UI of course, but have been browsing alternatives in ITB, UNPAD, UGM. They're all to do with health or biology and even the clinical psychology at Unpad can only be entered from students in Science unless the Social kids take IPC and got accepted. Hmm. Well to me the best thing that could ever happen (so far in my life) is the opportunity to move back to Melbourne and continue Uni there (AMIN). Dad's taking the IELTS test on Saturday this week so I wish him the best of luck to increase the points for the Permanent Residency App.
If we get a chance again (and i pray this everytime I get a chance to), of course I'd love to be a Bachelor of Medicine/Surgery at Monash :D but considering other departments, I looked into the Biomedical Science section and there I found a possibility of masa depan cerah dan menyenangkan muahaha.. Coz research in Aus is undeniably more developed of course.
Well I'll continue when I get to :D for now I'm really back on the track of gaining back maximum brain power potential and the most important thing :
EVERLASTING MOTIVATION.

cheerio!
nvy xo

Homecoming Australia!

yaaay! it has been 4.5 years (2005) since I have been back from Australia, and I simply cannot thank God enough for the opportunity to re-visit again, after living there for 4 years. Due to my mum attending the Asian Finance conference in Brisbane, my parents, sis and I went to Brisbane, then to my beloved Melbourne♥, the city that i used to live in :)

we went on the 28th of June, flew at 20.55 from Soekarno-Hatta with Qantas (yes, tasting the most awesome airplane food ive ever tasted again lol) oh and may I inform you that now when you get on flights that are more than 3 hours, you get in-flight movies and there are lots to choose from! Plus cable tv channels, radio stations, cd libraries, and games, well the point is that it's awesome and i highly recommend flying with Qantas (Aus patriotism lol). we arrived in Sydney at 6.30ish in the morning and i gotta tell you, when we were about to land, the sky was rainbow coloured from bottom to top! seriously. and if you live/ever lived in Sydney, is it always like that? it was gorgeous :) made me want to tell mi amigo that "Sydney says 'hi'," lol.

apparently we had to wait for a few hours because transferring from the international to domestic terminal was quite hassled and chaotic with soo many people coming to the immigration section PLUS transferring terminals -_- and remember how Sydney airport's really strict with securities. so yea after we passed all that, we waited for about an hour in the waiting lounge eating apple pie hahah took pics with Hanna, well to make a long story short we arrived in Melbourne, langsung ketemu Ka Fadya dan Bunda, the first thing i felt was the cool gush of wind. wow. very niceee keluar pesawat aja udah gitu, apalagi di luar? i thought. and yea i took of my jacket just to breathe in and intertwine (hah? haha) with the winds once again. aaah.. it felt so good to be back home :)

a few hours at fuzzy's, my nose started running! damn, must be the sudden change of weather. to fasten things up, me my fam and i plus fuz went to Brisbane the next day!
i forgot this lovely bridge's name!
Brissy has pretty nice weather, still sunny but of course cool winds now and then, comparing to freezing Melb. or is it just my wrecked bodyadaptation from polluted Jakartan air? hahah anyway we looked around the CBD due to our stay at one of the apartment-hotel in the city. For dinner we went to Woolworths and bought a salad mix, vegetarian pizzas and fish&chips, plus i heated my unfinished kebab from lunch! it was huuugee man too big, even from the a la Turko kebab in dandenong! the City Cat, Brissy's one of a kind water transportation

went to the Botanical Garden, Maritime Museum, lunch at a Chinese resto, walked around with Fuz and found a Wednesday Market, bough yoghurt+free muesli lol, slept in the afternoon coz she had a headache and i took a tablet, watched an episode of Grey's on 7! alhamdulillah, haha the Wheel of Brisbane

what we failed to do on the next few days were riding the CityCat, the Wheel of Brisbane, ride bikes at the Botanical Garden, see the in-city beach. spent 4 days there and it was pretty wesome. oh yea! how could i forget, we went to Warner Bros MOVIE WORLD! "Hollywood on the Gold Coast"- :D
i love the Scooby Doo Spooky Coaster! didn't capture much on my cam though, my mum actually has HEAPS of GC photos.









went back to Melb on Friday afternoon, the next day we went to Anglesea, Great Ocean Road. overnight, mm long trip also but the view was soo damn worth it. i was in the car with Ka Fara and Ka Mirza (her husband, they're newlyweds and im going to be an auntie soon! :D), Ka Fadya and Fazkia. we made some jokes along the way and ka Dya told us a bogan joke:



still - Mie Goreng at the Oaks!

speaking in rich Aussie accent (read: BOGAN)): have you heard about the booogan jookee?
well there was a bogan and her friend. that friend had a webslider and the bogan said,
"Hey, your mobile's so weird, the alphabet isn't even in order!"
The friend told her what it was and taught her how to use it, and didn't even find it funny one bit.

haha! get it? a webslider is a phone with QWERTY keys, the bogan never saw it before and obviously knows nothing about it, so she asked her friend but her friend didnt find it funny at all when she SHOULD! get it? oh well haha it was funny anyway when i heard it for the first time :p

we thought of things that would make us feel sick and vomit due to the long and winding road of Great Ocean Rd (ya iyalah), one by one volunteered their ideas and the result was: eating risotto while riding a bike backwards, reading a small-font-printed book and having durian for dessert. ew. very nice huh? i forgot where we got the idea of risotto was from, but




the bike, we saw someone ride a bike on the road how cool is that that guy rode a bike on THE, Great Ocean Rd in freezing weather like that! the book idea was from me and Fuz turning the clickwheel of her iPod now and then and getting dizzy to read it because we kept turning on the road. durian, haha forgot too. we went as far as Apollo bay because it was
getting
dark and about to rain, went back to the house and had dinner, surprise birthday cake for Ka Fara! yum
went home on Sunday, before that we went to the Twelve Apostles. now THIS, was the most extreme cold weather i had from my visit to Victoria. im not sure how cold it was but it mustve bin under 5 degrees plus it was windy so that made it worse.. but it was worth it the view. pity only 7 Apostles remain now. beautiful. but its really far from the Melbourne though and people should come there in the summer, NOT winter hehe. OH THE BEACHES ALONG THE ROAD ARE SPECTACULAR! FAIRHAVEN BEACH, WOWIEEE wish i had a summerhouse there!! i would definitely come back one day and find this beach again in the summer!!!
off we went, arrived in Melb about 6-7ish in this petrol station that had a dining place, got hot chips and tea, the trip home was fun and ka Dya and ka Mirza 'interviewed' me about my school life hahah one funny question from ka Mirza was:

"Apakah tawuran merupakan sebuah bentuk ekstensi pergaulan di kalangan remaja?"

hahahha! yea and stuff like that, it was fun. got back to Fuzzy's and spent time with Adin and Meuti and others, caught up with some friends on FB and went to sleep at about 2 again because we came up with more things to google about! (have i written that down already? gosh this is soo long)

i will really try and make this short alright? this (hopefully) will be the last time i will edit this post because it seems that i dont have that much time on the comp these days. year 12 people! gahh.
on Wednesday we met SANDRA! aaaaaaaaaaaaa i miss her sooooo and and she really liked the 2009 glasses i got her! she didnt expect that i would get it and apparently it was the last pair in that store we saw. lucky :) bisa aja she managed to think that 2009 wil be the last of them making these kind of glasses because next year will be 2010 SO you cant wear 1 around your eye can you? lol. we had crepes, did a little shopping, looked into vintage stores, boutiques with $100 per dress.. hahah and helped her find one for her formal, but unfortunately couldnt find the right one. she only likes BLACK and DARK colours, also shades, hahah it was pretty hard and we laughed about it, had so much fun pity only for abt 2.5 hours..? she had Taekwondo after so she had to go home early. and homeworl. yeah, then me and Fuz went to Melbourne Central (yes the awesome train station has been transformed into a shopping galore place, very nice) and got presents and such. Flagstaff to Abah's office, then to the Consulate General of Indonesia, met Ibon and Melissa.. plus Alyssa Soebandono, currently studying in Melb and again, apparently lives near Fuz (ternyata). she didnt know as well). Abah knows her dad, which was his boss at some period of time. okay so ordered pizza by phone while we were still on the road and picked them up (i never knew there was such a thing in Melb -_- well im not surprised)
Adin and Meuti were sleeping over.

next day went to Chadstone, long-lost Chaddy i've been wanting to go to. and yes, it too has been EXPANDED, tooooo expanded i believe hahah watched The Hangover (MA15+, my Indo ID was accepted, thanks to the dude who served), lunch by the sushi train in this Jap resto i forgot its name, and bought oleh2 for YOU guys. hehe. went home, our Indo friends came, and their families, nice. met Hanif and his bros, also Galih. played a fun round of Pictionary!

the next day was devastating.. my last day of vaca. loneliness and awkward situations waits upon me.. lebay. i dont wanna go home... all i wanted was XI IPA 1 to be a whole class again, so at least i had something to look forward too. well, fuz didnt come to the airport, but it was sad of course.. cried when Bunda hugged me, all their fam has been so nice, since i've known them so that means since i was born.. :') i love you all. and i really hope that my Dad's PR application get accepted so we can all live there together again.. Amin.

as "I Still Call Australia Home" tune in to my plane earphones, liquid start running down my cheeks and I know, I just know that deep down inside.. we'll be back again. Together as a whole family :)

Day Minus Oneee!

oh my ooh oh my! so damned exhilarated!
okay well this morning i signed up for yr 12's lessons at BTA 8 in Mayestik. hope Aul will follow there too in the end hahah coz i won't have any friends :( cancelled the one in Tebet because Dad suddenly worried about the transport lol could've said earlier.

meeting Rona was impossible as well today because she had to go to this gathering thing what Batak ppl do (she said it herself hahah), compare her and her cousins grades. that's normal. at least she doesn't have little cousins who you dont get compared to, well you just can't lol hahah

i hate this i hate not having a recent pic of myself on the comp! i cant be bothered taking the webcam out and Mum's sleeping atm soo i'm not disturbing someone else's rest anyway

i guess i'll write when i come back from Aus or if i'm able to, from Fuzzy's house hahah
i'm trying to forget everything nasty.
and it's working, slowly :)

G'day Mate!
nvy ♥xo

MerDer's Awaited Quote!

You know there's this one sad episode in the second season of Grey's which I have had the urge to find the exact words just TODAY, due to my suffering of not being able to watch GA for now, lol. I need to buy season 4 ASAP seriouslyyy before I go on Sunday.. At least watch a couple of epis and I can bring it to Aus if I want haha. Enjoy. You're gonna LOVE it.

"Meredith: I can't... I can't remember our last kiss. All I could think about was I'm going to die today and I can't remember our last kiss.
Which is pathetic, but the last time we were together and happy I want to be able to remember that. And I can't Derek. I can't remember.

Derek: I'm glad you didn't die today. (goes to leave but turns around)
It was a Thursday morning. You were wearing that ratty little Dartmouth t-shirt you look so good in.
The one with the hole in the back of the neck. You'd just washed your hair and you smelled like some kind of flower.
I was running late for surgery. You said you were gonna see me later and you leaned to me, you put your hand on my chest and
you kissed me. Soft. Was quick, kinda like a habit. You know, like we'd do it every day for the rest of our lives.
You went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed.

Meredith (beat): Lavender. My hair smelled like lavender from my conditioner." :'(

Shucks

You would have to tell me how much you hate me, and everything about me and what I do before I can completely wipe you out of my mind and my heart. But never my life; it's been a non-scrapable thing since we both knew the truth.

Why do you have to do this? If this isn't over, then I'm up for FAIR PLAY.

I know I have no right to forbid you from doing anything but every time I look at it, it's a goddamn wrecked train again I'm on. But strangely I refuse to get off. Over and over again. I actually like this train and maybe I'm just so used to it by now.

Sometimes I get confused why I look at it over and over again and get hurt but hey who to blame if I'm so curious about the shit that you share with her hahah forget about it you would never understand how much YOU don't get what you're missing.

4 Days to Recalling Childhood Memories ;)

the lowdown of my H-7

Sunday: Went for a swim while parents went to the gym, had brunch and met Tante Titi at PIM (lol all that rhymes!)

Monday: Um I can't quite remember? But stayed home.

Tuesday: Went to PIM to meet Dwenda and Angie to go to Angie's and photo shoot, hihi finally I get her to be my model, lol. I love the shots on the BMW by the way. Maybe I'll post more when i get my Photoshop working again :)



Wednesday: Stayed home, umm lied a bit in the morning. But I did have stomach problems the night before and it was hell :|

and tomorrow, well i hope it'll be okay. Yeah im not hoping for GREAT or anything but yea, the movie should be good plus I'm getting a few oleh2 for Fuz and Saz.
Plus it would be a nice outing and I'll be making jokes and laughing at a lot, lol
I don't really care if that kid is coming or not.. after all that's happened this week (even though there were more positive things). At least I get to get out of the house again and see my own friends hahah coz Hanna will be goin to Avi's till the afternoon i guess..
Well i'll write again tomorrow,

exhilarated,
nvy xo

Komodo National Park for the New 7 Wonders

Pagi ini gw nontonTVONE, dan agak sedih pas denger Candi Borobudur udah bukan salah satu keajaiban dunia lagi. Dan sekarang, precisely from last year sih, they're holding a vote for anyone who wants to, and i INSIST, bagi kalian semua yang merasa WARGA NEGARA INDONESIA, vote for KOMODO NATIONAL PARK! Karena hal tersebut akan membantu image Indonesia menjadi lebih baik dan lebih dikenal oleh masyarakat dunia. You can vote here

Oh, and here's what i voted for

Hehe iya deh ampun. But I couldn't find the Komodo National Park and I saw the Aussie's landmark and reef first, so yeah :p Indo AND Aus are both my countries and I love both of them : )

and THIS, is why you should vote for Komodo National Park

Joe Jonas Dances to Single Ladies!

i was browsing on YouTube last night to find some dance vids and found THIS. watch until it finishes!

Without Estrogen, Girls Wouldn't be Girls

i have submitted another estrogenated artwork, interested? yesterday i had a hormonal disturbance (read: pre-menstrual syndrome -_-) and ended up crying in front of my sis while surrounded by piles of woods and miscellaneous building-a-house things. i had been cooped up for 2 days, what do you expect? i couldn't stand being in the house anymore and since it was too late to go somewhere, we went out and stood at the side of the car.
conversations fell into place. she's the one person i can tell anything, any random unimportant thing i can blabber to and she would listen and laugh off this cute little chuckle i love.. lol. but sometimes i get distracted when SHE tells her stories and drift away in this little hassled mind of mine. im sorry Hanna :(

oh you know what i couldn't bear it anymore last night.. and i texted him. I TEXTED HIM and asked if he still had school hahahahah he replied abt 20 mins later.. was a good worth of convo and surprisingly, IT CHEERED ME UP. i was singing again. i was thinking happy thoughts while listening to my damned iPod. i actually smiled listening to lamentable songs! gahh love really does make you crazy. like that library incident a few days ago. i mean, getting your friend to cut out an article for you because you wouldn't dare do it from a school library's property? HOW EMBARASSING. thankYOU, Lola, for being such a nice and understanding person! God bless your amazing brains and talents. teehee :D ♥

oh i sent out a message to my CNPS friends on MySpace yesterday, and guess what. they probably really dont, want to meet me again. not interested. i mean all of them's read it (except Aisea), but NO ONE'S REPLIED. no one's replied. it's.. bitter. yeah. JUST WAIT AND SEE, I CAN STILL HAVE FUN WITHOUT SEEING YOU GUYS. yeah, i'll have more time to spend in my second home country. sedih abis.

hokay. i'll be fine and its all good. at least things are falling back into place (again) now. i ♥ you. bahah.

Tener un buen día!
nvy xo

Honestly, we'll never stop this train

No, I'm not colorblind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind
But I just can't sleep on this tonight

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

Don't know how else to say it
Don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly, won't someone stop this train?

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game
To find a way to say that life has just begun

Had a talk with my old man
Said "help me understand"
He said "turn sixty-eight
You renegotiate"

"Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
And don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train"

Once in awhile, when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
Till you cry when you're driving away in the dark
Singing

Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train

John Mayer - Stop This Train

personally, i think the lyrics are great but the melody should be something more.. No offence, Mr. M :)

XI IPA 1 Goes to Puncak!

from Thea's. shame it's dark..

Cisarua, precisely.
alhamdulillah we got there and went back to Jakarta safely, despite of what happened before.. we talked via Twitter bout these freaky things that were possible it COULD happen because 1. there were no adults goin with us only drivers to drop us off and pick us up..
and 2. when Gorbi was asked by Gitta if he was definitely coming or not dan dia udah agak annoyed, he answered "NGGAK! NGGAK!" he shouted..? he rarely ever shouts and the whole class paid attention, and when Gitta asked why? he answered 3 words that made us quite panicked for days:

"Gue takut mati."
("I'm afraid i might die")

oh how awesome. it made us think.. that that IS possible. mana ada 2 mobil yg disetirin sama temen2 kita, i mean its not that i dont trust them, i do, but this is Puncak we're talking about,m the mountains. hmm. but after arguments and reassurings plus calming ourselves down, we eventually managed to get some sleep.

the next morning i felt, okay. okay enough to feel fine. we got ready at Sampit and departed at about 7.30, and arrived in Aphe's villa nearly at 10. to be honest, at first it wasn't that fun, but once we got to the poolside, everything changed. hahah and we talked about this particular person,Fanny, Sasa, and Aul

and we found out, that if someone in our class doesn't like a person, the rest of us (did we know) don't like him/her either! gahah! we chatted while drinking coffee

to make a long story short.. some of us went to Cimory that night and i gotta tell ya, its pretty awesome at night. the cool mountain breeze brushing our faces and the light captured by the camera can play tricks on you.. (Y) love it. oh good food also. shame we couldnt all go there.. wouldve bin great. nice pics also btw. when we got back to the villa, Gitta and Bintang started talking about what we can do tomorrow, after that me, Aul, Sasa, Billa, and Thea started to play Monopoly but it got boring and then i forgot how but me Sasa and Billa started this nostalgic convo about BRITNEY SPEARS AND WESTLIFE SONGS. hahah! when i was in 3rd grade i used to go to Shayda's house every weekend and either play make up, the net, or dancing to BS's songs! what a fun life. lol. so i got singing and they got, well, shocked because i was imitating BS and because they thought i was that shy girl across the street (wtf) hahah i love people's expression when they know the real me! -_-
and we had an idea: why dont we go karaokeing with Sasya's dvds! she brought a LOT i dont know why lol but hey we got around using them! it was really funy and other girls started joining us and there was this hit of Uptown Girl and all.. sigh rendesvouz.

eventually i went to sleep at 2. oh yea after karaokeing we went GOSSIPING. ngehh. but in the end it heated up and wow so many people related to this person and that, it became hilariously infecting. seriously! lol

oh we've got a new gang. Gunjing Girls -_-
atau Gadis Gunjing? well well my friends, youve bin through a lot and i accept that. hahah

aduh apa ya. gw jadi lupa.. okay well the 2nd day some ppl went to Safari and the GG (-_-) went to buy some corn, durian, and charcoal. the rest stayed at the villa. this was a fun trip also and we made up this song and started to 'bergunjing' about these guys again, lol. hmm

bos Jagung lagi beli duren dan tukang sate baru

me Thea Sasa and Aul went to this mosque near Puncak Pass, anyone know? you know that big one on top of the hill.. well its bin renovated and its cool, big, with chilly water as always but man this is freezing! brr (eaa haha)

Indah (right) and I opening up durians, lol

then at 10 (i know ppl got tired already so it started late) we roasted the corns, cut open the durians and ate them. nice. Nchel got sick, vomited coz she didnt have dinner and ate the durians. ckck
the next day, we had to go back to Jakarta. it felt soo quick and we still wanted to spend some mroe time with everyone, so we went to Cimory restaurant, which had the original yogurt-milk store and the mountain view resto. oh yea wrote about it didnt i, lol. time flies when you're having fun, and we couldn't believe it when we had spent 2 and a half hours there.
XI IPA 1, you guys are AWESOME (Y)

(above) Muha walkin' Hollywood celeb style and Sasya being flirty

Dream Away, David

I HAD A WEIRD, AND PLEASANT, DREAM LAST NIGHT.

i dont know.. im not sure what it really was about, but wherever it was, all of a sudden there lined up EVERY crush and guy i have been related to and there was one, only one person that i got to talk to. wish i could've talked to all of them haha. and you know who it was? David. my year 5 classmate i liked who actually liked me also but he was too, arrogant? to confess. found out in yr 6, when he was talking to Joey, my yr 3 classmate which, we liked each other. hahah! hey i should write about them soon! it'll be a real treat, entertainment -_- i have, funny stories about my love life :p

okay so back to the dream. David was talking about past things to me, and flashbacks of what i didn't know, happened. weird. and in that dream there was one moment when i thought
"i should get my camera i have to take a picture with all of these guys!"
oh, how Nabila is that. soo myself, the self-documentary addict -_- but hey gotta admit that's good. HAHAH so me! alright alright enough.
this is what i hate about dreams! i hate being unable to remember what really happened! but David showed me something, an occasion where Joey was the doer of something-i-can't- remember-what. rgh. yea thats it for now, i need the toilet lol

here's a pic of Dave (browsed through his FB lol)

yeah its a bit blurred.

*btw, i didnt, get to my camera so no memories taken. but hopefully i'll get to see you, David, in July. we'll see.