seriously i dont know what is going on in his mind. YESTERDAY afta school i arrived rather wet because of the damned rain (thankfully it wasnt that bad), got my mob out of my bag and there was a message from him. i smiled smugly. muhahaha ada apa ini anak sms sms gw lagi! kangen? kenjenben. z z so ya basa basi gitu as usual."nab, apa kbr?" kabar pantat, pegel. ahelah ya so i answered it. trus ngobrol gt trus minta doain buat yg dia ke bali training camp. hedeeeeh capeknya. trus pake " =D" segala lagi. cahh. "makasih nab =D" trus kan online gitu dan tb2 nykpnya mau pake komp, dia blg tapi masih pengen ngobrol nab, sms aja ya? hmm gw blg ya boleh tapi ga bisa lama2 coz i have homework hehe trus dia blg oh yaudah besok aja (or smacam itu lah i forgot). ga mau ganggu, hehe. oke. byeeeeeeee (gw dengan semangat akhirnya the conv ended haha).
yasu dia off trus ga lama kemudian dia sms, "nab sori i couldnt go online for long. i promise tomoz ya :D ?" HAH? PAKE PROMISE SEGALA?? yaoloh im not even sure gw bisa online malem hari ini haha. theres that freakin sinem proposal urgh and i bet i'll be the one who's gonna type some -_- males les les bener2 udah holiday spirit nih gw! haha parah.
but i cant deny that after all that, malemnya gw agak insom gitu sih baru tidur jam 11 (thats my type of insom which is not really an insom haha). and gw like, masih pengen cerita2 gitu jadinyaa, ah ga tau lah. like i just caught up with an old friend. aduh. tuh kan emang susah deh kalo cowo deket sm gw. hahaha ive always wanted an older brother :'( thats why i like guy bestfriends but its hard and hardly works because if i dont fall for him, HE would fall for me. susah2. rasanya pengen gitu, lately ive bin finding that image of brother-sister thing in class (ya, ga usah susah2 nyarinya). the only guy-best-friend i have, a PURE one without any of those sick feelings is preste, but somehow.. the satisfaction isnt there. (haha does that sound wrong? i dont mean like loveydovey stuff no of course not, we're talking about besties anyway). so yea. its hard.. life is about learning to cope with it though and im not complaining :)
oh ya, another thing. i just opened fb and cakra's profile pic, it was the one at his bday where i was next to him with all of our friends but he cropped it, and it was only me and him? hmm i dont rly agree with that.. haha males bngt kalo ka affan/affin ngeliat pasti dicak2in lagi -_-
but iam quite thrilled to hear that ghaly, yes angie's long lost gebetan from junior high, USED TO BE AS CRAZY AS HER. wow. gila. unbelievable! dan pernah ngaku she was HIS GIRLFRIEND. wow. i hope wonderful things would come for her soon. amin :)
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