friday and saturday were the best :(

haah apa-apaan ini.
you shouldn't play around with fire. why would you pry up feelings thats been buried, half-buried in her case, if you dont want to commit? are you trying to do this on purpose? you already know everything, everything she told you, don't use it against her and make her feel weak.. she's weak enough already. maybe you think that it's because you need her as one of your best mates but would you still approach someone who had fallen for you, would you still be 'besties' when you've hurt her? that's sick. but on the other hand she doesn't.. seem to mind. play her fake, plastic heart. err. or maybe not so plastic. she can put up with your bullshit alright. she loves them doesn't she. she'd rather live in the bullshit world of words you tell her rather than suffering in one of emptiness and desperation. this cannot be helped.